Do you ever just sit back and think about the number of times you said I'm fine when you weren't even fine ?
When someone asks you "Are you fine ?" Or " Are you okay ?"
And you said yes forcefully when you wanted to tell someone that I'm not fine or okay at all . You wanted to tell them about what's bothering you and what's keeping you up at night . You just wanted to share what you feel but you just couldn't because you knew no one will understand you . No one can feel what you feel. No one will even think about you for a second. Everyone made you feel that they're uninterested in your life and problems. At first you want to share everything and even try to tell someone but with passage of time you start keeping things to yourself and tell them little and just like that you stop sharing even that bit. You just get to know that no one really cares for you. No one has time for you . No one wants to hear your problems. No one is actually there for you . And when you realize this you start losing people because you're left with no interesting news and no one wants to see the ugly side of you. Everyone just wants you in their life to keep themselves entertained. No one actually lend a shoulder to your crying head during hard times.
