Your silence speaks volumes
You know I know you've been online
And yet you couldn't spare any time
To open our messages
I opened up to you about
How I tend to feel
Like it was never real
You're not that into me
I can be mad all I want
I could cry and scream
But even in my dreams
I ruin everything
I've been cringey and obsessive
I've really pushed you away
Though I really wish you'd stay
And hold my hand
My heart aches with the silence
I hate that I let myself love you
But what else could I do
When I gave you all of my attention
What I hate the most
Is I can't imagine talking to anyone else
I put you on my highest shelf
But it's never going anywhere, is it?
I'm an idiot
