My mind wandered through the rich tones of your laugh and the crisp blue of your eyes. It lingered on your lips and considered what it might be like to feel their tender touch... I curled up on the sofa the soft blues of my feelings I was sifting through lulling me to sleep as my mind considered your embrace. My heart longs for a knock on my door to finally be you. It lingers on the desire for your presence and wonders why it will never be obtained. The ghost of love has followed me. Through my life, I have felt the soft embrace of arms and cool caress of loving hands I could not see. I now understand that to be the Holy Spirit comforting me through my constant struggles. And yet still I grapple with love for both an unseen figure of my imagination and who ever I've fallen for now. My mind use to linger on the faceless future someone. Almost like Peter Pan... someone to sweep me away. All of my longing draped in sullen verses. Some of which may never see the light of day. My melancholy heart breaks at the thought but considers it truth that I may just end up alone. Only the figment of my longing and the Lord to be my constant companions.
