Honestly...
Was talking the right thing to do?
Should I have let you go?
I don't want to.
My feelings flow deeper.
Our connection is unsure.
I pray we can grow together.
I pray that your
Heart will understand
What it wants soon.
As my heart begins to wane
I fear it will disappear like the moon...
Make up your mind,
I beg of you.
Choose to stay
Or let me go.
Let me mourn the loss of your affection.
Let me mourn the lost time.
Let me mourn my confusion.
Let me find peace of mind.
Or nourish our budding relationship.
Ask me deeper questions.
Show that you're serious.
Don't keep me because my affections
Are already won
Or because I'm easy to keep.
I assure you I am not.
I will move on as I weep
For the fact that we were almost
When I would have liked to stay by your side.
There is no telling where time will take this.
Our horizons are wide
Stretching outward and beyond what we can see.
I hope they overlap.
I pray my affections are not wasted.
I don't mean to entrap.
I try not to be forceful.
I don't want to be too eager.
It's been my downfall before.
I don't want to return there.
I want something pure
Like I sense your heart may be
I want something sure
And for that, only time will see
As I wrestle with our current status
I pray we can both find patience
One with another
And push through, resilient
My heart is on the chopping block
A heart that is no stranger to breaking
I give the fate of this to you
And pray you're honest in all our speaking
Honest to yourself
Honest to me
Honest enough to say goodbye
Or let us be
