Perri and Her- the seventh book to series 'Perri and a Me' about Perri Kiely.

Chapter 1 Part 9

***hey guys I love you all so much!
Omg, Ashton has a son (warrens little brother)
Who in heck saw that coming?
Anyway, it's all good, congratulations to him.
I'm sure he'll be a great father
If Kim and Mitch really have broken up, I'm forever upset as they were my otp
My life is incomplete
Anyway, I'm rambling again
Feel free to comment my lovelies
I love reading ur books and helping you guys out
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Amber******

When Pel and I get home from the wedding, I can't really decide if I'm drunk or not. I drank quite a bit after what happened between Pel and I.

We got into the car and Topaz fell fast asleep in her car seat. Reid fell fast asleep next to it and it was the cutest thing ever. I wanted to mention it to Pel but he looked so concentrated on the road...or maybe it was just an excuse for him not to talk to me.

So I just fell asleep. And I woke up to him tapping me gently on the arm when we got home.

I give Topaz her milk then change her into her little DV pyjamas. They're basically black with gold writing on them. Pel is puts Reid to bed while I am in her room. I kiss her on the cheek and put her in her cot before setting up the baby monitor.

She looks so cute.

Then I turn off the lights in her room and go into my room. I'm so tired, I can barely move. I take off my heels. My feet are sore from walking in them all day.

Then I strip off the stupid dress and walk into my bathroom clean off my makeup, take out all the hairpins in my hair then brush the tangled mess out.

I swear under my breath as I forcefully brush out a knot in my hair. I stare at myself in the mirror. I don't look too disgusting in my underwear, at least.

Are my lips any different? Now that they've been on Perri's lips? No, not really. I just sigh and begin to brush my teeth.

I hear the door to my room open so I close the bathroom door with the back of my heel before rolling my eyes. I finish brushing my teeth and then put my hands in my hair.

Why won't he just leave me alone? But then again, do I want him to leave me alone?

I just sigh and swing the bathroom door open before slamming it behind me.

Oh, he's not in here.

I slip on some black shorts and a long sleeved blue shirt, turn off the lights and then get into bed.

Today went well at least. Today went fine. Mitch is married to Kin. They're stuck together. Bound by a few measley words and a ring.

I try to sleep but I cant. I can't go to sleep even though I'm so tired. I keep thinking back to how it felt to kiss him which just makes me realize how much I've missed him.

The door opens again and this time I'm glad when Perri comes in.

"May I?" He whispers, before sitting at the edge of the bed.

I nod before sitting up a little bit.

"Are you kind of drunk?" He whispers.

"I tried to get drunk. It kind of failed. Did you even drink?"

"No." He says.

I smile. I'm lucky he can't see me smile in the dark.

"You know what you said Reid told you...about Reid? Well, he said it to me tonight before I put him to bed." Perri says.

And how did that make you feel? Want to come back now?

But I never say any of this to him...

"He just says anything. It means nothing." I whisper.