Perri and Her- the seventh book to series 'Perri and a Me' about Perri Kiely.

Chapter 2 Part 12

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Amber***

Amber's POV:

That song.

I HATE that song.

I can still hear it. The sound of screaming fans in the arena, their clapping, Ashley's voice over the mike, Ni's laugh and the chatter of the cast standing on stage.

One could question why I'm so upset right now.

I mean, Ni and Perri were together. They were bound to get married eventually.

But just imagine. Just imagine someone told you they loved you and you knew you loved them and it felt real and then they got engaged to someone the next day and that someone wasn't.....you.

Just imagine if this person did it in front of not only you, but thousands of other people.

Just imagine if you had two kids with this person.

Just imagine if you'd known this person for over seven years.

Just imagine if that person was Perri.

I didn't want to believe it at first, but everything happened so quickly.

Before I knew it, Perri was committing himself, for life, to a total stranger. Someone he's only known for three months. And I'm not sure he even loves her.

He might as well have just slapped me in the face. Because that's how it feels now.

Maybe I should just accept it. The fact that we're never going to be together.

But I still have this vague memory. Of Pel shouting, and me running into that hotel bathroom.

I still remember the words on the mirror, written carefully in my red lipstick.

'Will you marry me?'

How can he even say that to another person?

I wish I could congratulate him. Because he's officially broken my heart.

It's broken, and there is nothing he could ever do to fix it.

And that's why I've locked myself in a storage room backstage, crying my eyes out. I can feel Gina's blood boiling as she stands next to me, arms folded.

"Is Pel on a Class A drug?" She shouts, angrily kicking a box full of ballet slippers. "WHAT THE F**K IS WRONG WITH HIM? That was the most, insensitive, unthoughtful...most INCONSIDERATE thing to do! I swear to God Amber, I'll KILL him! I'll f**king kill him!"

She kicks the box one more time, harder, and it creates a hole.

"Gina..." I say, my voice sounding like a muffled mess, hindered by my tears. "Just calm down, it's okay-"

"This sh*t is NOT OKAY!" Gina screams, making my heart race.

She sees the scared look on my face and her eyes soften. She wraps her arms around me as tears stream down her face as well.