Perri and Her- the seventh book to series 'Perri and a Me' about Perri Kiely.

Chapter 3 Part 8

****I know, where the f**k have I been?

I'm so so sorry. I've had amazing opportunities involving acting and I'd have been silly not to take them.

I'm writing this now and I am truly ashamed of myself for not updating.

OMG UCAP!!!!!

Can't believe I've been excited for this for almost a year now.

The DV boys are the first inspiration for this book so I will keep supporting them forever.

They are the reason I've got through a lot of things and I'm sure a lot of people will be able to relate with me on that one.

Just wanted to say I love you all. I get lovely messages from you everyday. I wish I could reply to all of them but sometimes I don't see them till a lot after and I feel really bad.

Kisses and hugs from me.

It was 10:09 pm when I started this and I'm now publishing this at 12:15am.

Hope you all enjoy this update!

I just had 'all we do' by oh wonder on repeat.

Don't forget to comment and share your excitement for DV's tour.

I truly can't wait.

Sorry for the long intro.

Xxxx

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Amber****

Amber's POV:

'Off to Pel's flat for now to sort something's out. Will see you later. X'

I press send. In seconds, those words will reach Jessie.

Today has been a really sh*t day. I cannot believe Ni.

That baby isn't Pel's. And I feel like it's my responsibility to tell him.

I just need to get away from Jessie. I still don't feel a hundred percent comfortable around him.

He took me to the party he said he would take me to and I basically just stood there and met a lot of people.

He showed me off.

But I felt like a 'footballer's girlfriend.' Not Amber.

I never feel like that with Pel. I do what I want. I say what I want. Looking back, Perri has given me a lot of allowance to do a lot of sh*tty things.

So after the party was over, I let Jessie go home, then I spent time with Reid, Topaz and Beth.

Reid is getting a little better.

Touch wood.

Then I decided I needed to tell Pel. That is if he doesn't already know. I have a feeling that neither Ni nor Jordan has told him yet.

So I left Beth at home with Reid and Topaz. Again.

So here I am in my car driving to Pel's flat. I can't seem to catch my breath once in a while.

Sometimes I zone out then remember I'm driving a freakin' car.

Soon, I arrive at the block of flats Pel is living in. It seems so normal now.

We used to live together.

The night he moved out, I cried and cried. I cried until I was asleep and I don't remember when he left my side.

You could say I was hormonal.

But aren't I all the time?

I park my car with a jolt then start biting my nails and overthinking everything.