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⋆.˚ 𝗦𝗜𝗟𝗟𝗬 𝗖𝗥𝗨𝗦𝗛. han's silly crush on mizu

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mizu was bored. she knows that she has a busy schedule with the boys tomorrow but she just couldn't sleep. was she nervous? was she bored? all those thoughts but none explaining why she was standing right in front of han's hotel room in her pyjamas.

without thinking twice, she knocked on the door. to mizu's surprise, han opened the door with his phone in his hand.

"can't sleep?" han asked, also surprised that mizu was awake. she nodded her head and fiddled with her fingers, almost wanting han to let her in. of course, he noticed it and let her in.

"i can't tell if i'm bored or just wide awake." mizu grumbles as she laid down on his bed. han chuckled at mizu's words, following her and sitting next to her. he poked her cheek gently, his eyes scanning her sulking face. "i'll take a guess and say you're a little bit of both. am i right?"

mizu scrunched her face and pushed his hand away. for a moment, there was a comfortable silence. that was until mizu had the sudden urge to tell him what everyone had told her today. she shuffled through all the thoughts in her head before picking one to break the silence with. "han-ah, can i ask you something?"

he hummed and nodded. "yeah, of course. you can ask me anything, you know that."

"why does everyone keep saying that you have a crush on me? i used to think it was a silly joke but felix told me that i should probably just ask you." mizu turned her head to look at him and waited for his response.

han almost choked on his own spit as she spoke. he did not expect that question. his cheeks began to turn pink, but he tried to stay calm. "oh... they did?" he let out a slightly nervous chuckle, rubbing the back of his neck. was this the right moment to do this, or should he wait and see how this conversation goes? "and what... what did felix say?"

mizu almost wanted to laugh out loud at the way he was stuttering. "he said you smile a lot and feel nervous when i'm near you." she replied to him, not understanding why it was a big deal to felix and everyone else.

han let out another nervous chuckle. he couldn't believe his silly secret was being exposed like this... how was he supposed to explain himself out of this? his cheeks continued to darken to a deeper shade of pink as mizu spoke. "he said that did he...? that— that's not true..."

his brain went absolutely blank, which made it impossible for him to come up with a good lie. han knew that no matter what explanation he could possibly give, mizu was going to see right through him, because she knew him better than anybody. it was almost as if he was frozen in place, his eyes focused on hers, but his mind completely blank.

"a—and you believe him?" he asked in a slightly shaky tone. he couldn't look away from her eyes now, almost as if she was hypnotizing him into telling the truth.

she hummed and thought about it for a minute. "i don't know. i mean— you do smile a lot but i like that. you always laugh at my lame jokes and brighten up my days." mizu gave the flustered boy a small smile.

han's heart began to beat faster as she smiled, that kind look on her face always made his heart flutter. mizu has no idea how badly he wanted her to notice that he had more than a friendly love for her.

"you don't... you don't hate when i smile around you?" he asked, his voice soft. "why would i hate that?" mizu asked, tilting her head in confusion.

han laughed under his breath, almost amazed by how clueless she was. he was shocked that after all these years, she had no idea how desperately he loved her. "but you find it endearing?"

"of course i find it endearing... i love that you smile a lot when you're near me. i always feel happy." mizu answers with a gentle smile on her face. she absolutely adores han's charming smile.

his heart skipped a beat as the word 'love' fell from her lips so easily. the way she spoke was so genuine, and the word 'love' made his heart race. he wanted to believe that she meant it in a more than friends way, but could only hope. "mhm... i—i'm glad that i make you happy..."

she hummed and let a soft yawn slip past her lips. she lifted her hand to gently pat his head before tucking herself under the blanket. "don't steal all the blanket this time." she had to remind him from the last time they decided to sleep together.

he watched as she tucked herself under the blanket, rolling his eyes at her words. "hey... i didn't steal the whole blanket last time. you're exaggerating." he huffed, but also began to lift the blanket up and get comfortable beside her.

"i swear... you only do that so that you can cuddle with me..." mizu let those words slip past her lips before slowly falling asleep. han really had to hold back a scoff, because she was half right. he always 'accidentally' stole the whole blanket so that he had an excuse to hug her and keep warm.

he snickered under his breath and shook his head. "me? cuddle you? never." he said jokingly, knowing that he had cuddled her about 50 times before.

he slowly and carefully pulled her closer to him, wrapping his arms around her waist and gently nuzzling the top of her head. he closed his eyes with a satisfied sigh, whispering quietly. "idiot... i really do love you."

han's chest tightened as he realized that she didn't hear his quiet confession and was greeted with her soft snores. her chest slowly rising and falling as she was already deep in her sleep. he sighed and tried to ignore his racing heart, and slowly fell asleep.

as the initial question of whether han had a crush on mizu fades away, she started to care less of it. mizu thought that as long as han is smiling around her, her life felt complete.

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