Ain't worth it

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Guess I'm just broken and broke,
Love wasn't my first quote,
Time didn't heal,
I continued to bleed,
even on the ones I didn't mean,

Was it even love?
At first, I didn't get it,
now I regret it,

I still stood there,
hiding my tears from the rain,
only to see her laughing in the same,

guess I'm not worth it,
think I won't be,
I'm paying for the sins,
I don't remember committing,

you saw me sobbing uncontrollably,
I didn't know what to do,
there wasn't anything I had,

I still crave that touch,
despite knowing the thorns it has,

I put every effort of mine to keep it back,
I mentioned her in my prayers,
meeting her was fate,
which I hope didn't abate,

The scars she left,
the fights we had,
no matter how hard I tried,
thought I was hurting myself,
until I saw her twisting the knife,


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