Different (A Jack Gilinsky Fan Fiction)

LA Famous

April 24, 2016

Raelyn's P.O.V.

"Mmhmm pizza interesting." I say joking looking up at him with a smirk. "I mean come on I thought the Jack Gilinsky was a typical LA famous person."

"What's the supposed to mean?" Jack replies confused.

"Well you know organic everything and everything has to be extremely healthy and oh also it has to be vegan." I say with a laugh.

"Well don't believe everything u read." He says walking up to the cashier. "Hi I'll take a slice of pizza and a large drink and then... Raelyn what do u want?"

"Uh oh um a Caesar salad and a medium drink." Well that was the sweetest thing ever. I wasn't expecting him to buy it for me because he's dating Madison and this is clearly not a date.

We sit down and he gets me my drink, wow he's a real gentleman. He sits down and comments on my order, "Humph typical, salad and iced tea, unsweetened."

"Hey don't judge summers coming up I gotta loose some weight. Not everyone's perfect and skinny like Madison." I muttered the last part not really wanting him to hear the part about Madison. Let's just say I'm not her biggest fan.

"Don't," crap did he hear the Madison part my face drops, "you're beautiful. I hate it when girls complain about themselves when they're gorgeous. So don't, please." He says looking directly into my eyes. I could feel his sincerity trying to get through to me. I nod slowly and quickly get back to my salad. It's so quiet I hate it, I knew I was going to fuck this up, and look. What happened? I messed it up. That's typical.

I was in the middle of playing with my salad, not really hungry for the last half of it. I'm really sensitive especially when it's almost that time of the month and I could feel tears on the edge waiting for me to blink them out. Great why do I have to be so sensitive everytime I screw something up. This is the last thing that I need right now for Jack to see me cry. I was trying to talk myself through it but it wasn't working. "Um I'm going to just go to the bathroom I'll be right back or you can just leave it's fine." I say with my hair in my face covering what I assume is mascara running down my face. I throw away the rest of my salad and quickly walk over to the bathroom.

I look in the mirror and fix my makeup. And talk myself down. Ok ok ok you're fine I saw in my head. You're going to walk out there and he's going to be gone and you're just going to go home and act like mine if this happened.

I dry my last few tears wash my hands and walk out. I look towards our table and he's not there and something breaks inside if me.

Well it's your fault anyways I tell myself you had to be a bitch and tell him to leave. 

I walk out and search in my bag for my keys. "Hey, are you ok I..." Jack came out if no where. I scream and jump away. Let me tell you one thing about me is that it doesn't take much to scare the absolute shit out of me. "Oh my god I'm so sorry I didn't mean to scare you like that."

"Oh no it's fine I just get scared really easily." I say with a slight smile. Come on Rae you have to snap out if this.

"Ok good to know I'll try not to come out if no where next time." He says with a laugh.

Jack's P.O.V

I waited for her outside and when she walked out I started talking and scared the shit out if her. I apologize for everything trying to lift her spirits but that one in a million smile was still gone and it made me upset.

"I have an idea lets go for a walk in the park. I'm not quite satisfied with all I've learned about you." I say with a smirk trying to lighten the mood.

Raelyn's P.O.V

We walked and talked as the sun set and I feel like I told him everything, I couldn't possibly tell him anything more, we talked for so long.

"I guess I should get you back to the go cart place so you can pick up your car."

"Jack?" I ask and he turns around.

"Mmhmm."

"Can I ask you something?" I ask.

"Of course!" He says with enthusiasm, but I don't think he be just as enthused with my question.

"Umm... If you don't mind me asking why Madison?" I ask so nervous but I need to know.

"Well, I mean I was so convinced that I was in love with her, but lately I don't really know what I feel. But as far as right now I don't really want to break it off with her. I just, I-I don't know. " He says rubbing the back of his neck like it was stressing him out.

"Oh well I don't want you to be so stressed about it I'm sure if you need to break it off with her you'll get another girl if your stressing about that. I mean yea there's probably going to be drama, but hey I'll be there for you," I say nudging him. "Anyways uh lets go." I say walking in front of him.

"Wait why did you want to know?" He asks, I would think it's pretty obvious.

"Well I was just curious. I mean I like you but I'm just a stupid fan who you'd obviously never want over Madison I mean she's gorgeous and she makes you really happy and I'm really tall most guys find that really intimidating and I don't have the perfect body all the other girls have. I don't know I guess I just have this crazy picture in my head that you might actually like me and maybe that's why you gave me your number..." Realizing what I just blurted out I just looked at the ground avoiding eye contact while I could feel his eyes staring at me. "Wow I don't think I could possibly make this any more awkward shall we?" I say motioning to the parking lot.

The drive back to the go cart place was filled only by the sound of the faint music playing out of the radio that he will not turn up and me staring aimlessly out the window.

Jack's P.O.V

Wow everything she said I can't believe she thinks that low of her self. I think that fact that she's tall makes her even more beautiful and the way she carries herself is so admirable. She is no where near the definition of fat. She is so much better than Madison in every way. She makes me so happy and I've barely known her for a week. I make it a goal to let her know how beautiful she is. I'm going to break it off with Madison soon I've never been that happy with her and most of it was just for bigger exposure for Jack and I.

I pull into the go cart place and pull in behind her car.

"Uh um thanks for today please just ignore what I said earlier I don't know why I said that. I had a lot of fun kicking your ass at go carts," she giggles. There's that smile I've been waiting for. "I hope we can become better friends and do this again."

"Ok first of all you didn't kick my ass I let you win," I laugh, "and second of course we can be friends I want to get you out of your comfort zone I'm not don't with you yet Rae." We both laugh and I just stare at her admiring her beauty. I can't help myself so I start to lean in and I can hear her breath hitch as she gets really nervous. I like the effect I have on her.

She backs off and opens the car door thanking me one last time and getting into her truck.

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Wow I haven't updated in a while. I'm sorry about that but I've got a bunch of chapters that I'll hopefully be posting at least once a week. I've just been really lazy this summer. Also lately I've been busy on Thursday I went to the Nickelodeon kids choice sports awards and today I was at knots. Hopefully I will update on a schedule soon and if so what day would you want me to post the chapter on, comment that.
~Erin😝~