This pain in my chest
Isn't bearable anymore
So I write , I confess
In this one poem, I let it go;
You make me happy
You make me sad
You drive me crazy
You drive me mad.
You make me feel like killing you
But the truth is my heart is missing you
How dare you do this to me?
Making me feel all dizzy.
I'm sick of this
Sick of the game we play
We're both foolish
Going in circles everyday.
Don't push me
I can't be forced
Don't blame me
When you're a shattered glass
Cause I warned you
Yet you're still attached.
You're pretending
Saying it's okay
But honestly you're hurting
Almost everyday.
I'm acting
Like I don't feel a thing
Truth is I'm running
From the feeling I shouldn't feel.
This is wrong
We are wrong
I shouldn't be with you
But my days won't be the same without you.
You shouldn't love me
Knowing that I can't give you that
But you keep thinking about me
Hurting yourself more than you should have.
But I want that love
Cause you're the only one who does
Yet I can't give you love
When I'm the one who's supposed.
This poem is a twist
Like the fire in my heart
The only thing I could wish
Is you not to fall apart
I'm sorry
Honestly,
With all my heart.
-Nik.
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Forbidden Thoughts
PoetryWriting is my escape. But as much as it helps me to run from my problems, it also helps me to confess them. Though, no one is a saint, including me. There are words I shouldn't say, feelings I shouldn't feel, and poetries I shouldn't write. So here...
