On the day that it rained
And the sky looked gloomy
I swallowed my pain
As it started to bother me.
By my side was an indecent human being
Who thought it was okay to vape
Though the smell of strawberries was sweet
I hoped he realized my coughs weren't fake.
Patience was never my best suit
But the day seemed to test it
Everything wasn't really as bad as it looked
But it gradually turned worse every passing minute.
When I thought nothing else could go wrong
I was corrected when it fucking did
Then I distracted myself by listening to songs
Well, that didn't go well, did it?
Later I found myself closing in
Blocking everyone else who was coming
Because if I couldn't handle the devil in me
What better would I do unleashing it in public?
As I prayed for the day to be over
An apology was the only thing left
For I didn't want to be remembered
As the girl who lost herself.
-Nik.
//January 20th 2018//
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Forbidden Thoughts
PoetryWriting is my escape. But as much as it helps me to run from my problems, it also helps me to confess them. Though, no one is a saint, including me. There are words I shouldn't say, feelings I shouldn't feel, and poetries I shouldn't write. So here...
