A/N: Read it in American accent. You'll know why along the way.
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There are so many reasons why I need to say I'm sorry
But mostly for being so clingy
So needy, so annoying and desperate like a baby
Please, would you excuse me?
I'm sorry for being so pathetic
Goodness, you've got to be so sick of me
Aren't you?
But you won't say that to me, would you?
Cause you've seen how I can break
Maybe you pity me
For my own sake
Gosh! I'm such a baby.
I'm sorry for being so nosy
Sorry for trying to get your attention
It's sad, really
Seeking for someone's attention.
It's like I can't take care of my own self
Maybe it's because I actually can't
That I turned blind, turned deaf
To see that I'm just a peasant.
But what can I do?
I'm that attached to you.
Maybe I just have to stop my thumb
From texting, or calling you
Cause it's dumb
To be that attached to you.
Why am I like this?
So pathetic like this?
This is my worst weakness
My biggest enemy, my nemesis.
I'm just so, so sorry
For everything, really
Especially for being a complete dummy.
-From the darkest pit of my heart, Nik.
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PoetryWriting is my escape. But as much as it helps me to run from my problems, it also helps me to confess them. Though, no one is a saint, including me. There are words I shouldn't say, feelings I shouldn't feel, and poetries I shouldn't write. So here...
