Some days
I give up
I cut
I lie
I say I'm fine
I'm ok
Just a bad day
A headache
But some days
I need a break
And beg everything to go away
I don't want to say life is pain
And dreams are gone
I am fighting a war inside of me
I am so fucking lonely
I am so fucking sad
Some days
I'm ready to die
But I still want to live
The demons
They live inside my head
They insult me
Beat me
Abuse me
Depression has become my cruel best friend
And pain,
My compassion
So I ask
What's the cure to this torture
In the end
No one seems to have the answer
