To the dark

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He had started to hurt me both mentally and physically, frankly his each and every touch had started to hurt me and feel uncomfortable but I didn't gave any attention to that. I was so much busy in making him happy but it was not enough, I was crazy and.....He was abusing me but I didn't care.... seriously....I thought this is love. He started to beat me with whatever he had and it was for his pleasure...such a psyco...but I didn't care...he even started to show off me to his friends and I didn't care...he started to share me with his friends AND I DIDN'T CARE...YES I DIDN'T CARE....I thought....

But actually I cared...I was not happy I was hurt both mentally and physically... It was painful but I cared for him...maybe more than about myself, my fault.

So all girls out there prioritise youself before others care about those who deserves your care.

I was only 20 and had started to bleed one day unable to handle his pleasures and sharing... I was taken to hospital and got admitted. A doctor out there actually talked to me and I was not really able to answer much. After few days we again had a talk she was a gynec and had an idea about what I was going through. My studies had been broken since the last 2 years. After discharge only I got to know about that the doctor herself had registered a case against Chris and his companions and they are arrested for their abuse. To be very honest I had no feelings hearing that, neither joy nor sadness nothing just blank...

I went to the stage of depression, had no feelings all the time my mind is blank. I didn't want to talk to anyone because I felt like I had nothing to talk until I met him. Wait he is not Luke. He is Alex , Alexander Smith. A new yet remarkable chapter.

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