Into The Spring

Chris

I met him during my highschool days. I was a perfect extrovert and had tons of friends and a few enemies too. I always used to end up jumping into decisions in hurry and do blunders. I had a close friend Isabel whom I considered as bff but ended up understanding that no such things exist in real world. Before all this......

It was a perfect example of a sunny day.
I was with Isabel running towards the metro station, we were not late it was just we were having a race. Fully drained and sweating all over I reached station first and started jumping in joy because according to our bet whoever loses will pay for the dinner. She reached after me and we both were panting. It was around 10pm and the station was almost filled with couples and we both were staring and passing comments over each and every couples, just for fun. Suddenly my sight got stuck on a particular person in suites,tall and lean and had a pretty handsome face. It was sure that he was 27 at that time. And that person was Chris, we had an age gap of 10 years and were together for 4 years and I was a minor, I know it sucks.
After that day I met him the next day itself in a party he was well dressed then too. As I said earlier my extrovert self asked his name and had a chat. That was the start. We used to meet each other often , he was an employee in a tech company at that time I had no idea that he was an orphan, and moreover a drug addict. He proposed me in the sixth month of our first date. I was happy and excited as a good-looking young guy just proposed me, crazy teenage fancy. As I reached 18, he asked me to move with him and living together as an adult was not a big deal, but as a half Asian it was hard for my family but eventually they permitted me and we moved to an appartment near my school. The first few days were really cool, he didn't invaded my privacy at all and was really taking care of me to be very honest I felt like I was a Disney princess with her prince charming. But everything changed after a few months.....

THE START OF MY DARKEST PHASE....

One night I was doing my works, some school stuff suddenly I heard knocking sounds on the door and it was much more loud and irritating than normal since he normally just ring the bell twice and call my name. But that day it was intriguing. Sometimes some sounds can make you feel terrible or insecure right? somewhat like that. The knocking kept going and I was afraid. I heard him calling my name aloud and it was also not normal he sounded so different and kind off weird creepy. But still as I heard his sound I ran and opened the door. There were 3 more people with him and one among them fell on me and touched me.....it was creepy.... I pushed that guy back. At first I thought they were all drunk but it was not alcohol something else. They were talking so much of weird and creepy stuff and were commenting on me which I felt so uncomfortable. After 2-3 hours those people left and we both were left alone. For the first time he forced himself on me but I succeeded in defending. Next morning he apologized to me for his behaviour and openly talked about his addictions and connections.

I loved him...... truly I loved him.

I decided that I am gonna help him to be better and get over all his addictions and problems. He wanted to get physical which I had denied earlier but I ended up granting him permissions on me......which I regret till today, all I wanted was him not to regret in his life.

It backfired.