mixed feelings- Kuroo x reader [haikyuu fanfic]

decisions♡

author's note♡

later on in this chapter their are fan arts, They are NOT mine. I couldn't find the credit but if you know who they belong too don't hesitate to comment:) 

enjoy♡

Volley ball practise was over for nekoma now. You really didn't participate at all, actually you barley even watched. You spent most of the time looking at your phone screen. More specifically, Toru Oikawa's messages.

shit how am I  going to even begin to explain I got invited to a volley ball party to him. You thought to yourself. 

As you where still looking at down at your screen two boys from the team came up to you. 

'hey im not sure if we've been introduced,' A boy with strawberry blond hair approaches you. 'oh, no I don't think we have' You smile 'I'm y/n'. 'I'm yaku'. He says with a pretty smile. You glance at the other boy. 'Kenma right?' He nods, Not really seeming to interested in talking. 

Yaku starts speaking, 'The reason we came over to you was to ask if you wanted to come to a practise tournament next week?' You paused for a second, not really interested in the offer. 'I think I might pass, Im quite busy out of school you see-'. Yaku interrupts. 'Oh no no, It's in school day. For some reason the principal has a lot of faith in our team, so anyone who's part of the volleyball team as the right to leave in the day!' 

You thought for a second. 'I mean-' It's not like you particularly wanted to be in school, Being somewhere new in a new school sounded much more exiting. 'ok, sure.' You smile at him. 

'great!'. Yaku smiles, seeming pretty happy you could join the team on their little adventures. Kenma smiled a little and nodded at you.

'Oh it's at karasuno high' Yaku says before turning around and helping to tidy up the gymnasium. Kenma following behind.

You see yaku go up to kuroo, not able to hear what's being said but must be something positive as you watch kuroo smirk and pat yaku and kenma on the back.

Hmm, karasuno? I've heard a few things about them I think. You say to yourself before Alyssa wonders over. 

'Ugh y/n I'm exhausted!!!' You look at her with a "really" expression. 'It hasn't even been two days and your already complaining. You laugh under your breath. 'Hey im not complaining!' She says as you both walk out the gymnasium, waving a few of the players goodbye. 

'sure you aint'. You reply. 'No seriously y/n Everyone wants you in the team! stop denying the fact you want too just because your boyfriend doesn't want you too' I stop. Is she right? Is that really why you don't want to take this opportunity? 'I'm not really sure what's going on in my head at the moment lyss.' 'Plus I don't get it, At first you hated the fact I didn't bring him up to anyone and wanted me to be more appreciative of the fact he's famous or whatever but now you call my relation ship toxic? and you say I should do things he doesn't like to upset him?' 

She looks at you for a second.

'sorry-' You start. 'No don't be sorry, Its true I've been a bit weird about your relationship.' 'I just want what's best for you, ok?' She looks at you with a sincere expression. One that made you doubt the way you just spoke to her. You nod and continue walking out of school in silence.

On your way home, you receive a text from oikawa.

toru♡:

hey could you come to nako cafe? x

Odd. Why was he asking you to meet so suddenly. The text left a weird feeling in your stomach.