mixed feelings- Kuroo x reader [haikyuu fanfic]

Forming a feeling.

You and Alyssa both finished your last class for the day. She came to meet you when you left the volleyball club room and explained to her everything about how you skipped class to see kuroo (she wasn't happy) and how you ended up seeing him fighting with a brunette girl. You told her even yaku noticed he was weird. And the most important part of it was that you and her needed to actually step up your game as managers as the team needed you guys.

Alyssa was awfully suspicious about the brunette girl and mentioned it could be an ex or even a girlfriend.

You felt such a weird feeling when you thought about kuroo having a girlfriend. You knew you shouldn't but their was just something about him that made you almost want him to yourself?

You felt so selfish even thinking those thoughts, because you couldn't even have him, and he definitely couldn't and didn't want you anyway...

You were with oikawa and you were happy...??

maybe.

After you dwelled on the brunette with Alyssa you had to get to class so you both agreed to talk about it after.

and here we are,

You gathered your pencil case and texts books that you've been scribbling little designs on to cure your boredom, and popped them into your backpack.

Alyssa was waiting for you outside the classroom so you quickly joined her.

'We've had an interesting day haven't we' Alyssa sighs and holds onto your arm like a bride.

'We?' You laughed sarcastically, 'You mean ME'

Alyssa giggles 'yes but when something affects you, it's going to affect me too y/n!'

You smile and shake your head.

Alyssa was a great friend to you (when she wanted to be..)

'We need to talk about us getting better at being a manager too by the way' You say as you pull out your phone seeing if anyone has messaged you, and to your surprise no one has... odd

You were sure oikawa wouldve messaged by now asking how your day was but nope.

'Oh yeah, but how do we even discuss that? like what do we even do? I don't understand y/n!!!!' Alyssa wines, but notices your frown.

'you good?'

'yeah, oikawa hasn't texted me though' You say as you place your phone back into your bag.

Alyssa laughs at you

'and??!! which man do you want y/n' She says laughing even more

'what?' You give her a look

'what, what?'

You open your mouth to speak but you know what she means so it's not like you can argue with her.

You were being selfish, wanting attention from two different men.. what made it worse was the fact they were on rival teams AND new each other.

It was clear that they didn't like each other behind their backs, but you saw them together at the party. They probably both didn't want to cause drama so they act like mates?

Alyssa starts to speak again

'I think you should message kuroo'

You can't like you were also thinking the same thing

'what am I suppose to say? "oh yeh btw just saw you shouting at a brown haired girl!! who is she?!" sounds so sus Alyssa he will definitely know I'm jealous or something'