mixed feelings- Kuroo x reader [haikyuu fanfic]

sitting alone?♡

You stared blankly at kuroo,

'what?' You say looking up at him.

'I said, do you wanna dance?' He look at you seriously. he's not kidding.

'umm..' You're feel your face get flushed, but luckily it was too dark to notice. 

'not particularly..?' You laugh, no way he wanted you to get up in front of everyone and dance. You'd just make a total fool of yourself, even just standing next to kuroo makes you feel unworthy.

Kuroo hummed, 'Aight suit yourself.' He put his arms up turned round. 

A little while went past, you didn't want to drink more because you knew for a fact you'd end up doing something stupid, like agreeing to dance with kuroo.

So as everyone was getting drunker by the second, you sat on a swing chair on the patio. Bokuto also Owned a pool but he was "trying" to not let people swim in it as he's convinced himself someone will 100%drown. Though his plan hasn't really worked because most people are up by it and jumping or diving into it.

you weren't sure where Alyssa, kuroo OR oikawa was at this point. There where so many people so you knew everyone would be safe. The only person you where most concerned about was Alyssa, but you heard she was making out with a random from Fukurōdani. not surprising.

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There was a lot of people you wished to talk to more like bokuto, He seemed like such a fun guy to get along with, You'd definitely be able to crack plenty of jokes around him.

You also heard a few students from shiratorizawa were here and apparently one always looked like he was high or something? but apparently he was funny and chill so, if their was a chance to meet him you'd take it.

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You where getting annoyed at oikawa now, you couldn't see him in the garden and nearly EVERYONE was out here.

10:40pm

y/n:

where r u??

10:43pm

y/n:

oikawa?

You sighed. You sent them texts twenty minutes ago. You where sobering up and your patience started getting the better of you. 

You scanned the big garden as you tapped repeatley fast on your leg.

one more chance. You said to yourself.

11:02pm

y/n

toru fucking oikawa where TF R U.

You placed your phone back down and sighed. You didn't bring a jumper what was a STUPID idea. But you always have said its worth the suffer to look good.

You closed your eyes and leaned your head against the head of the chair slightly shaking.

'want this?' you open your eyes to see Akaashi standing over you with a blanket in his hand. 

you smile. 'Yeah, thanks' He hands the blanket over to youe as you curl up in a ball with it wrapped around yourself. 

He turns around to walk away, 'wait-' You say with out even thinking. He turns around swiftly and tilts his head. 'yeah?' His voice sounding so gentle.