My Raven... please don't push me away

five (Wednesday)

I heard a very silent sniffle coming from the other end of the room. My eyes looked up to scan the room and seen Enid facing the other way from me watching some kind of martial arts cartoon. I rolled my eyes and closed the book. I forget how easily my words can kill someone.

I swing my legs first off of my bed and stood up. I walked towards Enids headaching side of the room and sat down, scaring the girl a bit but she still refused to look at me. "I am sorry Sinclair." I say as I look straight ahead. She ignores me and I roll my eyes, laying down next to her "Sinclair I am sorry." I leaned on one of my arms and looked at her back.

She ignores me again. I exhaled a bit deeper, now irritated I try another approach and slowly wrap my arm around her hips, dragging her close to me. She drops her phone on to the pillow she had it resting on and hugged her stuffy even tighter as she dug her face into it. I finally dragged her to my abdomen and stick my nose into her neck leaving soft kisses. She still doesn't budge and I softly whispered in a very low monotone voice "I am sorry for the harsh words I said to you Enid... please forgive me." I hear a sniffle from her. I kiss the visible part of her cheek and I whisper again "Cara Mia... why are you crying?" I say as I kiss the back of her head.

"Because I used you..." she explains as her face is stuffed in a stuffed animal. "I didn't mean too... I wasn't thinking and then I proved Ajax right?!" she unveils her red face from the stuffed animal and hugs it tighter. "I am a horrible person... How could I use you and him like that." I rubbed her stomach with my thumb and hum into her ear gently.

"I'm so sorry..." she stuffs her head back into the stuffed animal, and now I am getting irritated at that unicorn. I grabbed it from under her but she didn't flinch and just hugged herself. She flipped around and hugged me, then she dug herself underneath my head. I just rubbed her back and let her cry into me. "I am so sorry I used you..!" she cries into my neck and practically screaming in my ear. Although I don't like the idea of her using me, I already knew I had an interest in Sinclair. However, it was useless when I figured out through the siren Bianca that she was interested into Ajax for years before I had attended Nevermore.

Yet that doesn't understand the mystery of why my heart beated even faster. When she kissed me I felt as if it would've been my only chance. I am an Addams, I am obsessed when I find an attraction. My own mother and father are examples of the sad curse that is upon my family (a/n: I got this idea from someone elses story but I can't find their username so shout outs to them if you know.")

Enid had only poured the petreoleum to my curse tonight with a gentle kiss.

I listen to her as she sniffles in my neck. Her crying had calmed down and her breathing seemed to be quick yet way more calm than three minutes ago. I watch her jolt up and look at me with the biggest concern. "You're laying down on BRIGHT COLOR" she freaks out. I laughed and looked at her "Yeah, and?" I ask.
"YOUR ALLERGY WEDNESDAY." She screams. this made me laugh even harder.
"Okay with this being the first time I had ever hear you laugh, I am very concerned that you're laughing right now instead of moving." Enid exclaims.
"I lied to intimidate you Sinclair, I would've thought you had forgotten. I just highly dislike color." I explain to her calmly "My parents forced me into a Texas beauty pageant at the age of eleven, it was utter torture but we were hiding from someone supposedly." I hold her cheek and run my thumb across it giving a slight smile, "Aw, you care..."

I let go of her face and sat up, hanging my legs on the edge of Enid's bed and looking at the floor. "W-where are you going..?" Enid asked, I turned my head to look at her "to my own bed, Sinclair." I say with a monotone voice. I remember that I have to protect my heart. I've fallen in love with someone who wanted to kill me. As greatful I should've been for that, I don't think I could let myself get hurt because I am aware she is in love with someone. Even though we did have an amazing couple hours together I need to focus on school, my novel and myself mostly.

I stand up but I was dragged back down by Enid tugging on my arms for dear life. She purposely extended her claws for a better grip. "Hey- Let got of me Sinclair." I said sternly, I wasn't even asking I was telling her. She gripped tighter and shaked her head rapidly. "Enid Sinclair." I spoke more angrily.

"If I broke up with Ajax, would you go out with me." She asked, looking me in the eyes with those ocean blue puppy eyes with hope, It was like she was staring into my soul without spewing a dagger into my chest. I open my mouth but no words escaped so then I quickly closed it again and stared at her.
"Wednesday..?" she losen her grips and somehow pulls me a bit closer gently as if I allowed it.

"Wednesday please answer me..." she asked again as I stood there speechless. Before I knew it she was looking at my lips and I was looking at her, I slowly began to move into my temptation. "I- ... No." I snapped out of the trance and stood up straight and walked to my bed, leaving a disheartened Enid on hers. I felt guilty but as I said, I have to focus on myself and this was only a one time thing. I cannot be thinking about any other extracurricular activities... especially my temptation. This is just the curse and I know it.

I lay in my bed and I position myself to my comfort, before I knew it I felt my bed bounce. I shot my eyes open and turned my head "what are you doing." I asked looking at Enid who just stared at me. I sat up to her leaned over
"Enid-" she pressed her lips against mine and cupped my cheeks into her hands. Slowly bobbing her head as I followed her motion.

She released my face and stood up from the bed "I'd go out with you..." and walks back to her side