My Raven... please don't push me away

ten

I had finished crying for a while after calling Yoko and confessing the truth, of what happens between me... the feelings for Wednesday... the idiocy of me believing she came back for me.

We ended the call like 15 minutes ago and when I looked up, it was almost 1 o clock in the morning and still no Wednesday. Thing scurries out of nowhere, she usually never leaves him here.

"🫸🏻✌🏼🤘🏼🫰🏼🖐🏻" thing begins to ask me why didn't I run after Wednesday that day she said she'd leave.

I answered "because I know Wednesday is stubborn and nothing I would've said would stop her." Crossing my arms and rubbing my nose aggressively to the irritation in my head.

"🖐🏻✌🏼🤘🏼🫰🏼" he asked if I missed her.

"Of course I did thing! I dealt with Ajax's stupid sex-feening to prove it! Because I knew Wednesday wouldn't like me back. The things we did that day were purely lust to her and it showed." I said waving my arms around.

"🖐🏻" he asked me to calm down. Which I did because I know that Thing had probably seen a thing or two and isn't scared to drop me to bed.

Right then, Wednesday slowly opens the door with her eyes gushing red. "Wedns? What's the matter?" I asked her standing up and letting Thing cling to my sweater as I walked over to her.

"Nothing, Sinclair." I winced at her toxic attitude as the altitude in the room got way heavier.

I saw tears rolling down Wednesdays cheek as she closed the door and tried to push me aside. She walks to her room and sits down politely, facing the wall of her side of the room.

I walk over to her, slowly of course. Thing jumps down a scurries his way to her, grabbing her hand and holding it gently as he rubs himself on her hand to comfort her.

I sat on the other side of the bed and stayed quiet. I heard a small sniffle before she talked "I don't need comfort." She said.
"I need answers." Her face rolls with more tears.

"Wedns... What happened when you walked out of the room?" I asked her quietly, trying to respect the girls boundaries and look away from her.

"I went to Malenes house, we were intimate and her apparent boyfriend walked in." She said softly.

I suddenly stopped caring about boundaries and hugged her desperately. She needed this, she looked like a wreck. Wednesday leans into me and holds me tightly as she cried into my lap. I hugged over her and let her cry it out, I've never seen her so weak and vulnerable. "This doesn't make sense! Why doesn't this make sense." She asks as her sobs roared in our room.

"Shh.." I hummed, "I know it doesn't make sense.. it's a really shitty moment for that to happen." I forgotten that Wednesday and relationships are very confusing because she is very self-centered in a good way.

She sniffles and calms down a bit later, holding Thing to her chest and holding my waist as I push her hair back subtly. "I got with her to I wouldn't think of you." She admitted, "I thought maybe if I left, it would've been easier."

"Wednesday Friday Addams." I spoke sternly, catching the girls attention to shift to me.

"I thought of you since the second you stood up, the minute you walked in to our dorm, the those hour you were missing from my scent to fight off a fucking pilgrim and a bitch with trauma." I spoke as I reached for her face. "Because I know deep down you're the person who cares about others."

She sniffles "Even you used me Sinclair." She darts a mental knife in my heart. " I know and I'm sorry I ever did that to you Wednesday, but Ajax and I weren't strong together. After you left we fought and things got worse later." I shaked my head "I know you're stubborn Wedns, but you're the only thing I had in my mind."

She stayed silently as she looked at me with my hands cupped around her face as I clean away the tears falling from her dark brown eyes.

She wipes her face and looks back at me. "I think I'm under an emotional state-" she says before connecting our faces together. I enjoyed the feeling of her plumped lips against mine. She pulled away and said "I'm sorry, but I want to test something." She pushed me down on her bed, letting go of Thing as he scurried away out the open window.

I looked at him like 'bro what?'

I looked back at Wednesday whose eyes were just filled of lust. "Wedns, your minds not straight right now" I said I feel her hands reach to hold my hand slowly and connects our lips. Oh no, the wolf thing- not now!

I kissed back even more passionately,ironic how we botch got dumped or dumped someone.

Her hands travels around my body and she fumbles with my hair with her free hand wrapping my arms around her lower waist.

She had her body pinned against mine and I was ecstatic. I heard we heavy breathing, my moans increased her hunger as she slid her tongue across my lips asking for access which I gave her.

When I felt our tongues twist against eachother in to one another's mouths I had trouble to breathe, I flipped Wednesday to the bed sadly disconnecting our lips for a second as I just stared at her completely out of breath.

"Wedns?" I panted, she hummed in response as her hands traveled under my shirt and trailing to the back of my bra.

My wolf began to take over my control because now I was hungry for her lips and I connected our lips once's again. Feeling my hand trace under her shirt and caressing her clothed breasts.

She let out a desperate moan as I feel her buck her hips against my knee. In response I pushed my knee up a little better.

I trailed my lips down to her cheek as she slightly move her head to the side to grant me access to her neck.

She was still grinding on my knee as my lips trailed to her neck, softly kissing her neck and savoring the flavor of Wednesday.

I lifted off her shirt as well as my own shirt and bra. Staring at Wednesday I went to her pulse point and bit into "Ugnh..!" A moan escaped her lips as she threw her head back gripping my arms asking a brace.

"Shhh.." I hushed her as I trailed my kisses to her neck. Holding her stomach in my hand and leaning against my elbow so I can be as close as possible to her skin.

she leaned up an positioned herself to lean more into me. I looked up at Wednesday, and stared into those dark brown orbs. I unhooked her bra and slowly stripped it off her. Wednesday kept her eyes in mine as mines trailed to her breast.

My stomach began to twist and I leaned down softly licking the tip of her breast causing her to gasp. "Enid-" she said before I submerged my whole mouth around her tip causing her head to fall back again.

My hand trailed up her leg and under skirt. Wednesday was a mess, I grinned as my hand found a wet spot on her center and she began to pant frantically as she seemed a bit scared as to what I might do.

I moved my face up, to be nearly an inch away from her as I made eye contact. She was about to lean in for a kiss before I rubbed her clit and found out that going a bit rough had her clinging to my chest quickly.

"Mm..mmh" she began to grind against my finger as I watched her whimper intently. Her eyes were closed shut and she almost struggled to not make a sound.

God this is way hotter than I'd think.

I slid my finger in her center and she was literally dripping to my touch. "Ohnh..." she whimpered as I dare to push another finger. "Mmnh.." I kissed her lips as I thrusted my fingers in her center.

I felt her claw into my as she wrapped her arm around her shoulders.

I lunged towards her plump lips, still be supported by my other arm I kissed her deeply not realizing one of her hands moving away from my back.

I felt her hold my stomach and then slowly move her hand to unbutton my pants. Before I realized again I felt her stick a couple fingers into my center causing me to unattached her lips and let out a desperate groan to her ear.

She moved around my clit gently. "Ah...ah no..mm" words slip from my mouth and I suddenly couldn't focus on the matter anymore.

I fell on my back to the bed letting her climb on top of me.

The night went very fast and fuzzy...