My Raven... please don't push me away

seven

Enid had leaned in as she stared at my lips. I began to close my eyes and rest my head backwards I haven't really noticed how much taller she is from me. I pursed my lips and lead my hand to her shoulder. We connected our lips together and passionately kissed one another. Enid breathed so heavily onto my neck as she turned my head for an upper hand on dominance.

She began to bob her head, and I followed. I felt her hand slide a little underneath my shirt and I deeply inhaled at the shock. I pulled away and looked at her. No, Addams are not homewreckers and Wednesday Addams is not a homewrecker I thought. She leaned in again but I quickly turned my head, now looking at her floor. "Wednesday..?" Enid asked. My heart thumping, and now guilty from how I could have even kiss her back.

"No, Sinclair.." I said sternly. Back to my monotoned voice I had pushed her back slightly and leaned up from the wall. "You're dating Ajax!" I said in a monotoned voice "And The Addams family are not homewreckers!"I turned around and grabbed her door knob but Enid had stopped me from opening the door. I glared at her indicating I wanted her to move "Then I will break up with him for you." she said

"Don't lie to yourself," I opened the door with one strong tug and pushed Enid, I walked away from the bathroom stalls. Walking out silently, I walked to the graveyard and sat down at my ex-therapists now graveyard. I stared at the opal gravestone "It is ashame you are now dead, this would be the time I would need you." I said. crossing my arms and staring at I thought to myself, "Wednesday Addams... asking for help."

I stood there with my hands crossed for a few minutes. I don't like the idea of being a homewrecker, but I think the curse growing inside of me loves Enid. Why must it? she is Ajax's significant terror. I am only her roomate, why am I so confused about emotions I should already know the answer too. I sat down, hugging my knees to my chest and just 'talking' to my dead therapist. Goody said I was destined to be alone, I prefer loneliness because you wouldn't have these odd feelings or the crazy obsessions that my parents have for one another. I sighed as I was trapped into my own thoughts , I heard footsteps behind me slowly approaching me from behind my back.

I grabbed my knife hidden into my calf and waited until they were close enough to threaten. When I heard the footsteps stop right in front of me I lunged up and held the knife to their neck. I realized it was only Enid and I shoved the knife back into my shoe "Don't sneak up on an Addams." I said before returning to my position in front of the grave.

"Wednesday I'm sorry" she said as she sat next to me crossing her legs. "I probably should be thinking before my actions huh?" she said with a smile trying to get a rise out of me, yet i stayed silent. she tried to shrug it off and then looked at the grave with me, "You're right about Ajax.." she quietly said, I hugged my knees tighter and scooted a bit away from her. "I had feelings for you, you know." she said as she began to play with a piece of grass she must've picked up.

"I think it started when we won the Poe cup... or even before the Poe cup games, but I still liked Ajax and you were a distant bitch." she said as she twists the piece of grass. my eyebrows furrows more and my heart beated faster again. I turned my face slightly into my knees and the I faced her a bit more indicating that I was listening.

"you really did look purrfectly hot in that suit.." she smiled and looked at me. we locked eyes with one another for a minute or two. I still felt no obligation to speak and instead rolled my eyes thinking about what this therapist would have told me by now.

Enid cleared her throat and scooted to me a bit closer, "I made that snood for you so we could match remember?" Enid asked and I nodded my head.
"after you used it to hold the door closed, I guess I was disheartened.." she began to circle her finger around the foot of my shoe.
I quickly moved it away, which sent her finger back. "I went to Yoko's to get my mind together, and Thing told me about you and Tyler" she said the last parter quieter.

" A part of me was hoping that you actually found someone, and maybe if it weren't going to be me I was happy it was gonna be a good guy- up until he tried killing you of course. I'd gladly beat his ass for you again." she looked up and smiled at me.

"I dated Ajax to distract myself from the feelings I had for you." she spoke very silent.

"I guess it didn't work if I am here confessing to you." Enid said as she straightened her back probably preparing for my sarcasm.

"You confuse me" I spoke with hand in my knees.
"I know" Enid replied
"I am an Addams"
"I know" Enid said as she looked at one of my hands and gently grabs one to hold it.

"Why do you have these feelings for me. I am an Addams." I asked as I turned my head to look at her.
She smiled as we gave eyes contact and said "Because you are Wednesday Addams, you're probably one of the only people I've met in this school that hasn't lied to me." she said proudly as she pulls the hand closer to her lips and presses a gentle kiss. "You protected me, even when I was mad.." she said as she looked up at me after staring at her light pink lip gloss reflection on my hand. "You still wouldn't tell me about the night you dissappeared with Thornhill and Weems dying." she said, I pulled my hand back aggressively and wiping my hand off with the grass.

"I died. that is all you need to know." I said as I sat up properly

she sat very silently, "Wednesday... do you have the feelings you had for Tyler, for me?" she asked a bit hesitant."

I looked at her for a few minutes, in my head I thought thouroghly with my answer.

"No."
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Bro eight hour shift lets gooo
I need a new life fr
also who knows if Wednesday likes her
real shit
I love cliffhangers
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