Between Chances And Choices

Chapter 15

Taehyung was focused on the screen of his laptop, watching attentively. His eyes narrow at the scene that's driving him to bated breaths, heated skin and a throbbing feel in his groin. He's doing it for 'research' but he can't help but imagine himself doing the same thing with Jungkook. He could feel the film of moisture on his scalp. He could sense his heart racing.

Maybe this isn't a good idea. I'd end up hard because of this.

He was on their bed, leaning against the headboard, with his device positioned on his abdomen. He moved it away a little to look at his lower half. He lightly touched his crotch.

I have no way to relieve it. Unless I...

He stopped, his attention caught by what's happening on the screen.

Besides, I feel like a pervert. Is this normal? Does being in love really drive you into thinking perverted thoughts?

He didn't have to. But he thought that he should be knowledgeable and prepared for when the time comes. He wouldn't want to look stupid during their first time. Worse, he wouldn't want to do anything clumsy and end up hurting Jungkook.

I should soldier on and just stop imagining.

"Tae?"

Don't let your imagination run wild. Get through with it.

"Taehyungie? Aren't you here?"

Stop imagining, you perverted bastard.

"Daddy?"

Shit?! He finally heard the younger's voice.

Jungkook thought he was being funny. But when he finally walked into their room and found a panicked and startled Taehyung there, he realized that his joke wasn't even heard because his husband was doing something that he shouldn't be doing. It's obvious in the expression on his face.

"What are you doing?"

"You came?"

He slowly paced towards him, his eyes switching back and forth between the older and the laptop on his chest that he just slammed shut.

"What are you doing?"

"Nothing."

"It doesn't look like nothing. Why are you sweating?"

"It's...it's hot."

"Are you watching porn?" He guessed correctly, narrowing his eyes and pouting at him.

Taehyung stared at him with shaking puppy eyes.

Jungkook dashed and snatched the laptop, opening it straight away. Its screen lighted as it activated from the forced sleep. And he was greeted by a vulgar scene.

"Why are you watching porn?!"

"Hey. Keep your voice down." Taehyung hissed, springing up before kneeling on the bed.

"Have you always done that?"

"No."

He reached his arms out towards Jungkook. The younger eyed the screen, pouting.

"It's not like that."

He handed it back to him.

"Are you getting impatient because we haven't done it?" He asked sadly.

"No."

Taehyung set it aside and held Jungkook's wrist, gently pulling him to the bed.

"No. It's just...I want to be prepared for it."