Day and Night

The little red vape

CHAPTER 2

walking the stairs to get the the curly hair girl's apartment "why the hell do you always make us that the stairs we just worked all day " Kylie complains "yes we worked but we were LITERALLY SITTING DOWN" Kylie just shrugged in agreement because she knew if she started complaining to much Malia would flip. Malia was weirdly on edge since the car ride started, and Kylie couldn't figure out why, they were practically about to have sex in the parking garage. But something was up and Kylie wanted to get to the bottom of it. they get to the 5th floor and start walking down the hallway and they reach Malia's new apartment that hopefully was almost all the way set up. Malia opens the door and steps in To the new place everything in the spots she wanted, nothing out of order, she steps in closer and starts to walk around looking in every drawer and cabinet not saying a word to Kylie, just looking at her here or there. Kylie was finally able to get Malia to stop walking around by putting her hand on her girlfriends waist. Malia instantly stops and pushes Kylie away, "NOT RIGHT NOW KY" Malia shouts, Kylie confused trying to brush off what just happened. " so is everything in the right place mrs Organized girl" Kylie smilies, But Malia wasn't having any of it she just rolled her eyes and walked to the kitchen.  Kylie stops dead in her tracks shooting a glare and eye roll at Malia, "ARE YoUU FUCKING KIDDING ME KYLIE  YOUR ACTUALLY ROLLING YOUR EYES AT ME RIGHT NOW" Malia shouts throwing her arms over her chest. "DUDE WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU MAD AT" Kylie starts yelling back and before you know it both girls are yelling over top of each other nether listening to the other, but Kylie hears one part loud and clear "IF YOU EVER CALL ME DUDE AGAIN IM BREAking UP WITH YOU SO FUCKING QUICK" Malia yells so loud she is practically screaming. Yet Kylie still has not a clue to what set her girlfriend off to this point. "Malia love please stop yelling and just have a conversation. I don't know what happened to make you this upset but i would love to talk it out. Kylie let out in a very low tone, trying to calm Malia down but then adds more fuel to Malia's fire by saying "How can you hardly speak to another person without throwing up, but me you can just yell at constantly without any emotions towards that huh?" Malia starts feeling all her anger at once, tears started falling down her face as she can't even form words, Kylie realized what she said was not the right choice of words"Malia love i'm sorry I didn't"... Malia cuts her off "GET THE HELL OUT" Kylie stops and looks blankly, yes they fight but Malia has never told Kylie to leave, let alone kick her out. Kylie starts making her way to the door but she stops in her tracks "No" she said with attitude. "Ky please go I can't even look at you right now" Malia is sobbing at this point, she is starting to feel her knees buckle so she is holding herself up by the island in the kitchen. "Malia i'm not leaving until I know what Happened" Kylie says trying to keep herself calm.  Malia try's to say something but yet again words aren't forming, the crying had stolen her voice. Kylie begins walking back to where Malia is knowing that when her girlfriend gets emotional like this she can sometimes pass out from it. Kylie knows she shouldn't touch her girlfriend right now so she just stood there waiting for her to start talking...

"Kylie, I love you so much but I can't keep doing this" Malia sobs. Kylie now noticing herself starting to cry, " Malia are you breaking up with me right now?" Kylie stutters well she speaks. Malia just lowers herself to the ground because her body is getting exhausted from all the emotions "Malia?" silence lingers for a few seconds before Kylie tries again "Malia are you breaking up with me" Kylies tears started falling a hell of a lot faster as her girlfriend won't reply.  Malia finally gains the courage to speak " I don't know what I want, We fight constantly but everyone thinks were the happiest couple ever, we have to put a front on in front of everyone, and the only time you tell me you love me, is if i'm crying or during sex. IS that they type of relationship you want to have?" Malia continues to cry well speaking and at this point is starting to feel herself shake. Kylie lowers herself to the ground in front of Malia, Kylie try's to figure out the right choice of words but all that comes to her mind is "I LOVE YOU" she just blurts out "Kylie that's not going to help right now you can't fix this with just a simply I love you" Malia says and she brings her knees to her chest almost hugging herself. "Malia I love you so much it hurts, your the reason I get up everyday your the only thing I think about, The days we work for 10+ hours you are the reason I get through them, your my best friend and the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. Yes we fight, a lot. But we always forgive each other no matter what, I have never held a grudge nor have you" Kylie starts feeling year tears staining  her shirt. the two girls sit in silence well Malia tries to figure out what to say. "Kylie I love you so much, but fighting the amount we do isn't normal, It isn't what I want in a relationship, and it shouldn't be what you want either." Malia thought she was done but than decided to add more "Kylie I get sick every time I watch you smoke, drink, or do anything that harms your body, But you have never noticed the way I feel when you make those choices, that red vape I noticed in the car poking out of your bra, when were you going to tell me about that?" Kylie finally realized what set Malia off to begin with.

Last night she went to ruby's house and they had a few drinks, which yes maybe they aren't "of age" but the schedule they are living off made it seem like a good choice, And sometime they use nicotine products, Kylie had found a liking to them and got one for herself behind her girlfriends back, almost 4 months ago. and her cover was blown because in the car it was noticeable. "fuck" Kylie says under her breath coming to terms with the situation. "Malia love I understand why your upset now, I'm so sorry I should have told you when I bought it, I think I knew how you would react so I was scared to tell you, I promise you I would never do something to hurt you on propose. Life as just been so busy and I needed a distraction" Kylie lets out a whimper as she practically is shaking now too. "Am I not enough of a distraction?" Malia says confused, "love you were in Canada when I got it, and I think you being going made me make this choice" "your blaming me for the fact you bought a vape knowing how I was going to react?" Malia's voice begins to raise again but Kylie places her hand on her girlfriends knee " I'm not blaming you, I want you to see that I needed a distraction from the pain of when you are gone. Malia I don't want to fight with you at all, and I will stop if that would make you feel any better" Kylie is noticing her girlfriend relaxes more and more as she explains her choices. "Kylie love, I know its not that easy to quit things like this, so my one request is you do not do it around me, I don't want to see it, and if I do I don't know love" Malia says in a bit of a stern voice. "I understand I'm going to work to quit I promise" "please only make promises you know you can keep Ky" again with the stern voice Malia picks herself up off the ground than  puts her hand out to help her girlfriend up.  "I love you so much I'm so sorry for freaking out so much, I just get worried you know this" Malia says with a shrug.  "I know and I love you for it lia i'm sorry too" The both let out a sigh before Kylie decides maybe they should have a night apart, and Malia agrees " I will see you tomorrow, do you still want me to pick you up for the party?" Kylie says as she is picking up all her stuff. " yea if you could, and come early to get ready with me maybe?". "of course, I love you so much call me if you are scared being alone I will be over in a second" Kylie lets out as she walks to the door "Wait" Malia shouts as she runs over, giving Kylie a small kiss and hug "I love you" I love you to baby" the girls separate for the first time in almost 4 weeks.

Kylie walks to her car alone, already worrying for her girlfriend, but knows this is what is best for them right now....