2 months,2 long months

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Chapter 11
2 MONTHS LATER
MALIA POV
It's been 2 months since everything went down, we did press and went back to our busy lives, me and kylie haven't spoken, she has texted me but I haven't answered, I can't bring myself too, I have fallen into a horrible depression, and can hardly do anything, If I went to interviews and Kylie was there I wouldn't walk in, I would call and say I couldn't make it, I can't face Kylie. Our team knew something was up and pretty much canceled everything for the year other than tour, which training started for in a month, I tired to pull out because I can't imagine doing that with the heart break I feel but they told me I pull out they are canceling the tour that they can't do it without me. So i put on a brave face, and I will figure out away to make it bearable, without having to talk to Kylie....

Ruby and morgan have been so good to me, they come by almost everyday making sure I eat, and try and talk to me, but the truth is I can't talk to them knowing they also hang out with Kylie. I don't want her to know Im feeling like this, She seems to have gotten over it, posting on social media, and doing dance classes, and she just is living her life without me. When I went to Canada right after the break up, she came and took her stuff, which was so hard to walk into what felt like an empty home, no more cloths on the floor a whole side of the closet empty, and the bathroom in the bedroom was the worst, I haven't stepped foot in it since the day I came back, No more shared toothbrush holder, her hair brush out of the spot it always was, the shower with no more special shampoo, It's empty, well my stuff is there, but the place feels empty and I feel even more empty.

Im Gutted, and I miss her but I know I can't forgive her for what she did to me.

KYLIE POV
Since the breakup, I have been forced to do everything I don't want to, Post on social media, write happy songs, because Im not in an album where breakup and sad songs make sense, go back to dance classes to teach, and well everything I can't imaging doing with the heart break I feel, When Malia wouldn't show up to press days my heart would break even more. I have texted her over 100 times but she wont answer, some days I drive to the apartment building and sit there hoping she would walk out, but the truth is she never had, she is over me, I think my number is blocked, and she has forgotten about me. she never gave me the chance to explain what happened, I guess Ruby told her but it didn't fix anything because here we are 2 months after and we haven't spoken, I live out of bags in Rubys Apartment guest room because I can't unpack.. Ruby and Morgan moved me, I haven't stepped foot in the apartment me and Malia shared since the last time I stepped out.

"Kylie, you have to get out of bed your dad is coming to get you to go to the gym" Ruby has been pestering me to go to the gym again, But I hate it there, Me and Malia would go all the time together but now I go with my father which doesn't help, He is Mad so Mad at me for breaking Malias heart and for letting a picture of me doing it go on the internet

"I canceled on him, he isnt coming" I say with tears falling down my eyes in my dark room
"Ky, Can I come in"
"Ruby please I need a little"
"Ky no" She barges in my room, well her room in her house im staying in.
"Bro leave me alone for 2 seconds please"
"Kylie no you have moped around to much, you are getting up and going out tonight, and you are not saying no" Ruby stepped into my room and stormed over to me.
"Ruby I am not going out, How can I go out when I can't stop crying"
"Because Im going to be with you"
"where are we going"
"Morgan is having a party and she wants everyone there"
"everyone?" I say softly implying is Malia going to be there
"Kylie Im not aloud to talk about her to you, you know this"

Malia made Ruby promise not to talk about her to me, and me to her, I guess thats fair when you share the same friends.

"I need to know that one thing Is Mia going to be there"

"I don't know if she will show, She was told she had to come, but she will probably find an excuse not to"

"So I might be able to talk to her?" I say shooting up
"Yes if she comes I couldn't see why not, you at a party together"
"Ok lets do it than If i could fix this, or even have a chance I will" Im nervous but I need to do this, I haven't felt this much energy since well since Malia.

"Kylie you have to be carful tho, dont make the cut deeper, you know, She is just as heart broken, if she doesn't want to talk don't make her please, it will only make things worse" Ruby says with so much care, she loves me and she loves Malia,
"I wont I promise, now lets get ready"

Once we are ready, Me and Ruby both take a shot, Ruby has been drinking all night getting ready, but me on the other hand I don't want to be drunk when talking to Malia, so I take one shot and will have one drink at the Party to take the nerves away.

Im in a tiny bra top, a Par Of baggy low rise jeans, with sombas on and Ruby well she is in a small jean skirt, and a body suit, Her and Josh are dating now so she covers a little more than in the past, Josh was driving us to the Party tonight, he wasnt drinking because of an audition he had tomorrow.
"You really think she will be there" I say in the car, But Ruby and Josh are singing and laughing, I cant help but fiddle with my hands trying to calm myself down, Im wearing the big white ring Malia got me because she knows I can't sit still, It's my favourite thing to wear, I never really take it off.

as we pull up to the party my nerves well they get way worse, I can't open the car door, so Ruby opens it giving me a hand to help me out, but I just sit there
"What if she wont talk to me, what if i make a fool of myself all over again, I cant do this" I have tears building up in my eyes, but Ruby bends down to be at eye level and holds my hand
"Ky Im with you if she doesn't want to talk your not going to give up, your Kylie, Fucking Kylie, the coolest person in the world everyone knows it, lets get that confidence back" she is smiling at me and I know she is definitely not sober but she is being truthful and it helps.
I step out of the car and we all walk inside.

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