Day and Night

The cafe

chapter 14

Malia Pov
I woke up this morning at 6:30 am, not because I was nervous, well yes because of that but the truth is I want to look good, i know we aren't dating, but Kylie is always someone I want to look good for, I think since we first met she had this way about her that made me feel confident, and since we broke up i haven't cared what I looked like until today, so I showered, did my full hair routine which took me to 8am, I straightened my hair because Kylie always told me she loved my curls, so I had to take some power back with something so small. I did my makeup, and picked out my best outfit, nice baggy but shaping jeans a Black tank top, with a cream cardigan over top, I put my contacts in, and than I was ready, I decided to take some pictures to post because unfortunately the internet hasn't seen me in a long time, I kinda feel off.

I decided I wanted to be a bit early so I could buy my drink and be ready when she got there, I can feel the nerves picking up because I so deeply want to talk to her but seeing her face always makes me nervous. As im walking down the street I put my headphones in and start listening to Kylies music, yes I know how weird but the truth is it calms me down the way her voice comes across its so beautifully her..

I get to the cafe at around 10:15 and get myself a matcha, and I ordered Kylie a black Iced coffee because I wanted to be nice, as I waited I looked out the window, and just let myself fall into a deep thought.
When I felt the tap on my shoulder, I didnt even jump there is only one person it could be, I turn my head and take in that Kylie is standing there waiting for me to give her a hug
"hey,Ky" I stay sitting
"Hey Malia, thanks for planing this" she is fiddling with her hands because she is nervous and I love that about her
"Well im glad you were able to get out of bed, sit down we have a lot to talk about"
as she sits down I start fixing myself preparing for what we are about to discuss
"How are you feeling, you know from yesterday"
"im fine, it was a tough day but its good, thanks by the way, for cleaning and being there"
"Malia thats what I want to do for you I think its what im made to do somedays"
"Well you got one more shot in I guess "I kinda chuckle a little
"Well where do you want to start"
"straight to the point as ever" Again im trying to lighten the mood bring her down from the level of stress she is at but it isn't really working "Ok I want to know about the night you went out, and everything happened, because Ruby talked to me but I need to hear it from you Kylie"
She sits up straight and explains" Mia He kissed me and wouldn't let me go, I told him about you I swear, that I love you and have a girlfriend, but he grabbed my arms and held me there, the reason I started kissing back was so he would think is wasn't fighting it and he would let go, I know the pictures and everything didn't look good but Mia I would never do that to you I promise" She goes to grab my hands but I pull them back. "Mia sorry Malia, I know its hard to believe, but I wouldn't lie to you, I care so much for you"
"Ok I understand, im sorry that happened and I believe you are telling me the truth"
"thank you for believing me"
I just smile because the next questions are what im scared to ask.
"Ok so my next question, why were you in a different outfit than the one you left in?"
"this is where I went wrong and i admit to that, I changed at rubys because I guess i wanted to impress people"
"impress people, you had a girlfriend what do you mean"
"Malia i think I wanted people to look at me and think i was I dont know more grown, im always in the younger group at parties and i guess i wanted to look older"
'\" so why not tell me, why just go and hope i wouldn't know"
"because i knew you were already nervous and i guess i didn't want to freak you out"
"well that wasn't your best choice, that small detail set me off so much, I thought you picked out an outfit for him to see you in, I was so pissed Ky"
"I know i'm sorry" she had tears in her eyes."Malia, I can only promise I won't do it again so many times, but I want you to know i wouldn't do something like this ever I love you and haven't stoped loving you"

we sat in silence as i processed what Kylie had said, she still loves me, even though I have been so mean, she loves me threw all my ups and downs, And i know I love her, but I can't say it not yet.

" Kylie, I think for us to work again we need to start as friends, you need to work to gain my trust back, you have to show me you are changing, and Ky I need to know what is going on, I always want the truth, I want to know things because I feel i deserve that"
"You are giving me another chance"
"I will but please"
"I will, I will tell you everything, I wont hid things anymore, I will be better Malia I promise I will" Her smile is so big she is so happy.
"Ok so rules we need them for this to work"
"Yes Ma'ma" she said it with a smile she was letting her nervousness subside
"Ok we are starting this relationship over, like we never knew each other before, we can hug, but kissing is a no go for a little, we can hangout but no sleeping in the same bed"
"I can follow this"
"You can move back in slowly, but give me a week to prepare"
"you want me to move back in?"
"Kylie I hate being alone, its scary"
"I knew you wouldnt like it, just tell me when and I will bring my bags"
"And Kylie, no I love you for a little"
"Wait can I say it?"
"I dont think so I think if were starting fresh we are starting fresh"
"ok I would do anything to fall in love with you again"

I start blushing as she says it because falling inlove with Kylie was the best thing I have ever done.

"oh with moving in, you are moving into the spare room, Like roommate situation, and you have to help with rent, I know before you bought the groceries, gas, and like toiletries, but we buy are own, half everything, we do our own grocery shopping. I will do the math for how much rent would be for us both, does that all work"

"Mia i wanted to pay rent last time we lived together but you wouldnt let me, Of course I will help" she is so happy and i feel my happiness too

"Ok it's settled Kylie and Malia are back"
"And i couldnt be happier"
after this we chatted a bit about life, and we went our separate ways, she hugged me before getting in her car and that reminded me that everything is going to work out it just takes time.