Trapped in my Worst Novel

Beginning [3]

I slowly woke up, rubbing my eyes slightly, silently hoping that when i woke up it was all a dream.

But it wasn't as I immediately noticed 2 small semi transparent people sleep on my desk.

I decided to check the time, I remembered sleeping at exactly 4 am last night so i wanted to know around how many hours i slept.

"...Huh....2 pm....Did I really sleep for 10 hours?"

I groaned as i felt hungry, but i didn't know how to cook nor did i know what was my current reputation around.

"....If only I was dreaming and wasn't in the world of my failed novel this would have been much more bearable..."

Atleast the only thing going for me were my eyes, that was somewhat unique as i dont remember creating any characters with heterochromia, and oddly enough this specific neon red and cyan blue combination were the exact type of eyes i wanted to have.

I always had an obsession with drawing eyes since i was a kid, it was why i decided to try being an architect anyways, since I liked drawing a lot.

I remembered only picking my favorite characters based on how beautiful their eyes looked, those were some good times since atleast they could never look ugly to me.

As I kept observing my body in the mirror, i noticed how i looked much healthier than my past life.

Before, i used to be extremely skinny, but to be fair i did often forget to eat to finish my novels as fast as possible..and forgot to take care of myself...

...I was probably not as nice looking as i thought i was that day before that car killed me-

Anyways! I seemed to have the body shape i always wanted to have, which felt pretty odd considering Sora never existed before.

I'm not even sure if Sora is really the daughter of a millionaire as she claimed to be seeing how plain and boring her room seemed to be.

I looked around, trying to find anything that could be part of her childhood or her parents or even how other people think of her, and thankfully i found a diary, which oddly seemed unlocked but whatever, I shrugged.

I noticed how the first entry started when she was 6 years old, she must have been very dedicated to writing every important day onto this diary.

'Dear Diary, my papa gave me this diary to write my thoughts and feelings in, but i'll instead write down important days! I'm not weak! Emotions means weakness, Mama taught me that! Hehe!"

Damn her mom must be toxic. Atleast this makes her overall character much deeper than i thought.

"I just turned 8! Papa is saying odd words like 'Dont have money' and 'Can't pay rent'..What does rent and money mean? They must be evil bad demons i must kill!"

Even when i was 8 years old I knew what money and rent is, though thats probably because i grew up middle-lower class so it makes sense.

"Dear Diary, I'm going to move to Arcania, Papa said i would have to stay with Mommy for money reasons..I don't want to be with mama! She's scary! But she buys me lots of candy so i guess its not that bad!!"

Lucky...That's what i would call her if i was a kid her age. Poor kid is what i would call her as a 25 year old.

As I kept flipping the pages, i understood more and more about her family situation.

I won't spare the details, but her dad was a gambler who lost millions of money to the mafia and to not put his family into danger, he left the country, but in return Sora and her mother were poor for most of their lives.