Trapped in my Worst Novel

Remembering [1]

I forgot how hard studying was.

I'm so glad I dropped out of college because this really isn't something i want to continue doing..

Ugh....

All of this information on the internet is helping me refresh my memory about the novel...But why did I make this world so weirdly complicated?

Different planets each with different races? Yeah makes sense.

But the language part for the city of Arcadia...How can you mix English and Arabic and make a new language out of that?

Neither of these languages have anything in common...I'm so glad I only mentioned them like once or twice in my novel and didn't actually write how the language sounded or looked-

Fuck..

Now if I ever see this language i won't be able to understand a thing, I probably won't even be able to recognize Artheglish.

I held my head up with my hands as I looked at the computer screen infront of me filled with information about the world i was in.

I'm so glad Earth and this world have basically the same history with only a few different things separating them, which makes it easier to get used to this place.

Soraya was now just flying around my room silently, observing every single detail of this room

Meanwhile, Sora was laying on my bed, staring at the ceiling, completely bored, she looked like she was zoned out as if she was deep in thought.

I didn't know what she was thinking..and didn't care that much honestly.

The longer I thought about this world, the more i remembered about the main characters of this novel.

...Tsk...I really don't want to think about them..

..I don't even know if I should be in the same class as them anyways since, based on the past novels that I've read, the more I try to stay away from them, the closer i'll get.

'Should i try being friends with some of the side characters that died early in the story but would have been so useful at the end?'

It was a good idea, they were going to die and, although I would probably change the story itself if i managed to save them...

...It's not like its going to bother me that much.

I don't really like the plot of this novel anyways since I did write better novels later.

...Maybe i could experiment and see what would happen if i tried to save one of the more important side characters that were supposed to die early.

Hm...

Why try to stick to the original novel if i can simply try to create another different ending that is more satisfying than the original?

I stretched my arms as i already had an idea in mind for who i should befriend

'Zineb Bankary'.

Based on my memories, she has the role of "Assassin", she's around A or A- rank and she's supposed to be the most accepting and forgiving of the important side characters, even if she's just as arrogant.

She was the tallest girl of her class and was pretty tomboyish, joining mainly athletic clubs. She was also flat chested yet her face was extremely pretty, which was why many people liked her, some even developing crushes on her.

Since she was still an important character, she had curly short dark blue hair with light blue gradients, and ocean blue eyes.

Obviously, her favorite color was blue..