Trapped in my Worst Novel

Studying [1]

Yawn..

Why am i already tired? I already slept..

"Why are you ignoring us??"

"Because you two are annoying!!"

I replied to Sora's question.

Her insult hit pretty deep inside of me so I didn't want to talk to her.

"You are...so immature"

"What's your problem?"

Sora seemed hesitant to answer for a split second before eventually speaking.

"...You're just ugly to look at."

....Huh?

"This is your body you know that right? You're basically calling yourself ugly"

Her face got red in embarrassment as she looked at me with a dumbfounded look on her face.

She...really is as dumb as I thought.

I stood up from my seat and went to the bathroom to wash off my hands.

On the way there, i felt a bit paranoid for some reason.

It still felt like someone was staring at me, but as I looked at the two souls, there were just looking around, away from me.

If they weren't watching me...then who was?

Opening the door to the bathroom, I turned on the sink and washed my hands and face.

Phshhhhhhh.....

The cold water touched my skin, it was weirdly nice even though September started in a week.

After washing up a bit, i glanced at the mirror.

..I was still not used to this face.

It looked much healthier than before, and my eyes seemed brighter than usual.

My skin seemed much cleaner, unlike the sickly pale skin i had before.

...Remembering the moments i had before my death, i realized something weird.

Although i didn't think much of it before, I'm now pretty sure that those people laughing back then were most likely laughing at me.

The way they glanced at me before speaking and laughing, those stares weren't something i could ignore that easily.

I hated it. It was uncomfortable.

I shook my head, wanting to forget about that fact.

I still didn't feel that good about the sudden change in appearance.

I remembered cutting my hair in my past life because i thought my long hair was annoying to deal with..

..And it's also to let go of some memories i didn't want to remember anymore.

Now that I had long hair again, it was very awkward.

Touching my hair à bit, although i disliked having hair of this length, it did feel soft to the touch, and I doubt my face would look with shorter hair.

...Still feels weird though.

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"....So the creator really did enter this novel..."

She smirked as she kept staring at "S".

"Interesting...."

Her wings fluttered softly, white feathers falling to the ground quietly.