Save Me [editing]

Chapter 11

Emily's Pov:

"Emily?"

....I don't speak...not a single word...I just stand there. The palms of my hands began to sweat, my mouth is hung slightly open, and I'm pretty sure my eyes look like I'm being hypnotized.

"Hi" was all I could say...I'm not going to risk getting embarrassed by saying something wrong....Yes i do get embarrassed a lot and I'll usually shrug it off, but when two of your favorite people -that you ship and love the most- are standing right infront of you how are you supposed to act?...what are you supposed to say?...

I took a glance at Brittany then back at Anna. I did that a few times...god I must look like an idiot. I turn my head over to Skylar and mouthed help hoping they wouldn't see. She smiled and winked. I feel like I just made a mistake by asking her for help. I gulp as I faced my attention back at Brittany and Anna.
"Sorry about Emily. She didn't mean to bump into you," I closed my eyes mentally thanking her. "She was looking at the ground thinking about what she'd do if she ever met you"

I opened my eyes once she said that. I looked at Skylar wide eyed. Red starts to appear on my cheeks. No I'm not blushing I'm just now embarrassed...

"Or if she met Sendrick," ...0.0... "You know both you and Brittany. She ships you two a lot. She'll talk about how much chemistry you two have and how you'll both will make Sendrick ba-" I quickly place my hand over her mouth. My face had gone to a much brighter red...more of a tomato red...I tried hiding my face or looking at something other than them. I open my mouth to speak however, I felt Skylar lick my hand.

"Skylar!" I exclaim wiping my hand on her shirt...I hope this is just some kind of dream. I don't want to see the looks on Sen- I mean Anna and Brittany's face.

"Emily didn't you say that if you were old enough that you wouldn't mind doing it with Anna or Brittany"

..............Oh...........

..............My............

..............God............

I stopped....just stopped moving ....just stopped doing any movement. I gave a Skylar a stern look hoping she'd realise what she had just said. Theres nothing I could do.

Just say something idiot..."I-I'm so-sorry about th-that," I start....."uh S-skylar d-didn't me-mean to s-say that. I n-never said that. I-I m-mean I'm n-not s-saying that I wouldn't d-do y-you o-or Brittany...I m-mean we h-have to le-leave right Skylar?"

She gave me an odd look.
"No we don-" I cut her off by pulling her away. "Yes we do" I muttered. I forced a smile and tried to ignore the fact that Skylar completely embarrassed me.

"I-b-bye" I quickly say.

"Hey Emily wait ther-"

"Nope. We're going back to yo-" my head hit against some solid thing.

"Theres a pole" I hear Skylar quietly say.

I rubbed my head.

"Ow" I mumbled. I quickly glance over my shoulder and see Anna and Brittany looking at me with worried expressions.
Can someone please shoot me now before anything else goes wrong.

I huffed. "Lets go"

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"I can't believe you did that!"

"Emily how many times do I have to say sorry. What else was I suppose to say?!"

"You could've just said "Hey, Emily here wasn't paying attention" and that was all!"

She scoffed "I did say that!"

I rolled my eyes in annoyance. "That was all you needed to say. You didn't need to give an explanation to why I wasn't paying attention or talk about how I fangirl over them and want them to have babies," I take a breath before going on "that's physically impossible! Then lets talk about me walking into the damn pole!"

"Hey that was all you! I tried to tell you, but you interrupted me."

"You're right. That was all me. They probably think I'm stupid, weird, and crazy. I couldn't even fucking talk properly! I'm such a mess!" I said as I slid down her bedroom door.

She does the same before replying back "They do not. And you're not a mess. It was your first time actually meeting them. Plus you really didn't know what to do. We were just joking about when we said that we'd meet them"

I leaned my head on her shoulder and put her's on top of mine.
We stayed in that position for a solid hour when Skylar asked "Can I ask you a question?"

"You already did."

"I'm being serious."

I pulled my head back and gave her a concerned look. She takes this as a hint to continue.

"Why did you bring your backpack and why did you have clothes and money in it?" She questioned.

I knew she'd ask this. My jaw clenches and I move my eyes from her.
"Did you run away?"

Right after she asked that I even wondered why I did.....I can't just stay here my whole life...the more I think about it I realise that my own parents didn't call the police.......

"..yes.." it was just barely audible for her to hear.

"Why?"

"Its nothing that you need to worry about..." I answer harshly.

I could sense that she was hurt by my tone of voice. I swallow hard and and just gave the floor a cold look.

"Why shouldn't I be worried about you, Emily what is wrong with you?!"

"Enough with the questions already! Nothing's WRONG with me!" I shout as I stand up walking over to my bag.

"EMILY?!"

"LEAVE ME ALONE SKYLAR! YOU DON'T NEED TO KNOW ANYTHING! OK?! THIS IS MY LIFE NOT YOURS!" I scream out.

"I DON'T CARE IF IT IS OR NOT! IF ANYTHING INVOLVES MY BEST FRIENDS THEN ITS SOMETHING I NEED TO KNOW ABOUT! I WANT TO KNOW WHY THAT DAY AT SCHOOL WHY YOU WEREN'T THERE THE WHOLE DAY BASICALLY AND WHY YOU RAN AWAY!"

"DAMMIT SKYLAR! CAN YOU JUST STOP! THERE ARE JUST SOME THINGS THAT WE DON'T SAY! WHY?!BECAUSE MAYBE WE DON'T WANT ANYONE TO KNOW ABOUT IT! EVEN IF I WANTED TO TELL YOU, YOU WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO FUCKING HELP! YOU KNOW WHAT FORGET IT! I'M DONE!"

I grab my bag and walk out of her house slamming the door behind me. One friend gone....two remain....

I run away from there excatly the same way I did when I ran from my house.

The sun starts to set and everything I've held back I just let it out. Tears. Screams. Everything.
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Hey. I have WiFi just for today and tomorrow morning. I feel sick sick and I'm extremely homesick..I just want to go home...however I still did this chapter for you guys. I've started writing Chapter 12 and 13....I'm sorry if there's any grammar mistakes..sorry if this chapter sucked... I just didn't really want you weirdos to wait until I got back home to upload the chapters.

In the next chapter it will mainly be with Anna and Emily...I also had to mention about that day when Emily was crying in the bathroom stall for later on in the story. I also kinda had to have a fight between the best friends.....and don't worry there will be more Sendrick to come in more chapters...I promise. Ok I gtg my stomach is killing me.....I'll try to answer any questions you weirdos have....

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