Chapter 126: Am I Evil?

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3 more level 500s, 43 more 400s, and an angel. Then I can evolve.

I walked back to the bridge. Deep in thought, FEAR leveled to 2... I then had full mental control of it...

Both me and Luma recognized what that meant... I ate Damien of my own will. No hunger, no need, just fury...

[Luma?]

[What is it?]

[Am I evil?]

[... I don't understand good or evil. I was never taught... but... no, I don't think you are.]

[Okay...]

I wasn't convinced.

I walked through the gate and moved quietly.

"Rose!"

I ignored him.

"Hey, Rose!"

I walked faster.

"ROSE!!!"

Jalad started yelling, but I simply moved faster.

He noticed my hands and stopped yelling, but I could feel his concern.

I continued walking to the guild hall. When I entered it I saw him.

"Rose, are you o- Oomph."

"Dallel?"

"W- what is it, Rose?"

"Am... am I evil?"

It was then that they noticed my hands and face.

"What happened?"

"Damien came to kill me..."

Dallel looked at me calmly then gave a sad smile.

"You used FEAR, right?"

"Yes."

"You can't blame yourself for th-"

"But I can..."

"What?"

I stepped back, I was now crying.

"FEAR leveled; I had full control over my movements. I- I did it of my own will."

Dallel's eyes shone in understanding.

"They were right, I am a monster."

I began hyperventilating.

"I'm a monster, a monster, a mo-oomph."

Dallel hugged me.

"Rose. Shut up."

"What?"

"Shut up. You are not a monster. You are not evil. You are a good person."

"But..."

"No buts. Calm down, I understand your fear, but calm down."

"But I..."

"Shh. Rose."

"Yes?"

"If you were a monster, if you were evil... then you wouldn't be in this state."

I kept crying, but Dallel just held on.

He held on until I fell asleep.

_

She fell asleep in my arms. I picked her up.

"Silas, I'm going to bring her to her room."

"Understood."

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