love for a boy(friend) \\ taekook

12 ~ one step forward, 2 steps back

'why wont you touch me, Taehyung?'

what is he saying? why am I not touching him? isn't it obvious? I thought he was uncomfortable so why-

A long knock on the door took the older out of his thoughts and gained an annoyed groan from the younger, who finally summoned the courage to say how he feels.

'Hyung! is everything ok? come back, let him rest' they heard Kai yells from the other side of the door

'Yeah im coming, one second' the older said nervously, looking back at Jungkook that had his doe eyes staring at him annoyed, or maybe disappointed? 

'I'll be back in a bit, once they all leave' he started to walk away when he felt something warm closed around his wrist. Turning back, he saw Jungkook's hand holding him.

'Also....' he said hastily, 'also Kai, right?' the younger asked, looking away from the embarrassment.

Taehyung's heart momentarily froze at the younger's unexpected question.

why are you asking me that all of the sudden? he wanted to ask so badly but he was scared, he doesn't want to have any hopes, he's still trying to understand what Jungkook was thinking, and he knows better than to just assume that the younger has any interest in him, even if he wants it deeply.

'Yes, if that's what you want' he said with a soft smile he's just drunk, it means nothing

Jungkook let go of the older's wrist and was now left alone in the room with his own thoughts. it took him a few minutes to realize what just happened. he confessed, in his on weird way, to the older that he is interested in him.

did the message got through? what exactly would happen when he comes back? am I even ready for what's about to happen? everything is spinning, I need to close my eyes and relax

His heart raced. A strange energy buzzed through him— not excitement nor fear, something unfamiliar to him. he felt his stomach twisting tight knots but beneath it all, there was a thrill. He clenched his fingers in the barista's bedsheet as he is trying to control his thoughts and breaths. eyes still closed.

But the younger drank too much alcohol....... and it made the room feels like its spinning, he could feel the mattress underneath him but still felt as if he is falling. his fingertips grasping the sheets harder to feel a bit of steadiness. 

His head spun enough to make everything seem like it was slightly out of reach. His focus was slipping as he fell asleep.

-

After less than an hour, the barista came back to the room. He felt rude for basically kicking everyone out as fast as possible, but he couldn't just forget what happened earlier and enjoy the rest of the party. he wanted to get back to Jungkook as soon as possible.

He will have to explain himself to Kai later, they had some plans to spend the rest of the night together but the sudden cancellation came with no explanation, and he felt a bit guilty - but not enough to break his promise to the younger.

After tiding up most of the mess and taking a quick shower, Taehyung stood outside his own bedroom confused. why am I nervous? its my fucking house he felt his heartbeat starting to go crazy and his mouth dry as he holds the doorknob. 

He slowly opens the door, taking a deep breath and preparing himself to whatever it is that will happen now, he had no idea what to expect. it took everything in him to not throw himself all over Jungkook the second he saw him entering Jimin's store earlier

the way the younger looked in his outfit revealing glimpses of skin and making him look so irresistibly hot and so sexy left the barista breathless.

but the body necklace.... Taehyung noticed how the delicate chains lay so perfectly around the younger's petit waist. he imagined how he could tease the younger with it, using it as a playful prop in their private moments.