love for a boy(friend) \\ taekook

8 ~ losing my mind

Jungkook joined Gemma, who was already waiting for him with a seductive look on her face, half standing on her knees on his bed. it did nothing to him, but he didnt want to make her feel bad and dismiss what they were here to do, he just needed to figure out a way to not think of a certain person and focus on the one in front of him now.

He walked slowly towards the bed, wearing nothing but white Calvin Klein boxers. Gemma couldn't stop herself from spreading a smile on her face but tried to force it back into a more sexual face expression, wanting to impress the other. 

Jungkook reached to the bed and his exposed stomach was now in front of Gemma's face, as she was still on her knees in front of him. Usually, that would be the part where she tells him what she wants adding 'please', something he noticed is repeating itself but never questioned why, and he would just do as she pleases, following her requests. he didnt mind letting her have control in the bedroom.

This time, before she could even say a word, the younger grabbed her chin, forcing her to look down to his crotch. 'Take it off' he demanded, referring to his boxers. Gemma was surprised opening her mouth in a small gasp, not used to this tone of voice from him. She is used to the fact she needs to lead but was now expected to obey, and she did without hesitation. Moving her arms towards the band of his boxers, Jungkook grabbed one of her wrists gently-

'tsk tsk tsk' he shook his head in disagreement. 'use your mouth'. She looked up shocked meeting his gaze. there was nothing there, no emotion or hint to what is going on in his head right now, and so she looked back down lowering herself a bit to do as she was told. The boxers were now stuck on his lower thighs area because of the muscle and the  non-existing distance of his thighs from the bed prevented them to fall easily down.

'now what?' She asked, teasing with a little smirk on her face

I dont know... what now? its not ok to let her continue, not when HE is all I can think about

Seeing how the younger were struggling to continue his dominant actions, she took control and pulled him by the arm to the bed, having him on top of her, boxers already fell somewhere on the floor, which means Jungkook is now fully naked on top of her as she still wears his black t-shirt but nothing more.

'Now it's your turn, take it off', pointing at the t-shirt, she said fiercely and quickly added 'please', feeling embarrassed to demand. And he as well, did as he was told. The thoughts of Taehyung slowly faded and were replaced with focus on sucking on Gemma's left breast as his hands are on each side of her, keeping him from fully touching her. 

Gemma started moaning from the sensitive sensation she felt, moving her hips to reach Jungkook's crotch in hopes he would start getting excited for her, she noticed how he was still not hard, again. 

The second she started moaning, his head went back to Taehyung and the guy from the party. frowning from thinking of it once more, he lost his focus and stopped his actions. Jungkook let himself fall on the bed next to her. She looked at him confused, and he just closed his eyes, almost crying from frustration and realization that he can't continue like this any longer. 

'I dont feel so well, I think I just need some sleep tonight'

'Ohh its ok, I will just go brush my teeth and-'

'No actually, I think you shouldn't stay tonight Gemma. I will walk you home' Jungkook said apologetically and immediately stood up to get dressed, not noticing the tear that left her eyes, looking at him from behind, still lying on the bed naked and embarrassed. 

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The walk there was quiet and awkward for both of them, this never happened in the 3 months they knew each other. Jungkook lost in thoughts noticed they are getting closer to her house and stopped his step. 'Im sorry about tonight, I dont feel so well'