Darry and Sodapop back with some takeout, they had got me a sandwich. Darry spoke up "You been doing okay Johnny?" said Darry. "Y-yea I've been quite alright I guess, just missin' Ponyboy," I said. "It's alright Johnny, Ponyboy is here with us just not his consciousness," said Sodapop munching on his burger. We finished eating and sat there talking for a while till Dallas walked in, "Shouldn't you be resting in your hospital bed?" said Darry. "I would've but I haven't heard from any of you in days and I'm not going to be spending my days in a boring hospital room," said Dallas. "Nurses said not to visit because it'll distract you from resting.." I said, Dallas just looked at me before looking at Ponyboy. Even if Dallas was the best and the most tuff that doesn't he doesn't have emotional feelings. I could tell he also seemed a bit guilty because of Ponyboy, Sodapop passed Dallas a cigarette. Dallas smoked and walked out of the room claiming to go get some fresh air, I don't think he'll be getting fresh while smoking that cigarette.
That's when I was by the vending machine before Sodapop came running to me saying Ponyboy had woken up, my eyes widened as my heart started to beat fast but once again all that guilt came rushing back up...