Paper Cut Poems

Lets Talk.

I haven't felt this way in a while
and I'm afraid of scaring you off.
So here's the thing,
I won't always see your side of things
Because I can be selfish.
I'm an emotional wreck over everything.
Books, movies, TV shows, even quiet moments.
Sometimes I don't even know why I'm crying.
I have a tendency to change the pace a lot.
This stems from childhood tragedy and does not mean I'm not into you anymore.
It means it's getting bad again
And all I need is your support,
though I might not always say so.
January and February are hard months for me.
If I ever tell you, " it's my fault."
Or "I could have done something."
Just hold me and reassure me that it's not true.
I know it isn't,
I just need help remembering sometimes.
Some times I worry about
Gaining or losing weight.
I'm not the best at telling myself I'm healthy.
I obsess over staying one weight.
There is so much more to me
Than these issues though.
Like, if you'd let me,
I'll spoil you with kisses and your favorite things.
I'll make you cheesy crafts
Just so you know I spend time
thinking of ways to make you happy.
I'll watch the same movie over and over again
Just because, ( I'll also memorize every line)
I'll kiss your forehead
because you're cute.
I'll let you steal drinks out of my chocolate milk
After you finished your's.
I will snuggle with you when you're sad
Or just because you want to.
I just don't want to run you off because sometimes I'm a mess.
To be completely honest,
You make me feel amazing.
I hope you feel the same.
You are my world right now.
Don't let me scare you away.
Glad we talked.

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