overdose on love

going home

ABUSE
ANIMAL ABUSE
Lotties pov:

I awoke to a sleeping Beckie beside me, as i looked at her she looked so peaceful. I watch her chest gracefully rise and fall as shes breathing. Shes so beautiful, she doesnt want me though.

I get out of the bed and im completely naked, i grab some clothes and throw them on before heading out of her room and into the bathroom where i can relieve myself.

I look around the bathroom and its always been so clean. I never thought that girls would keep thr bathroom clean but clearly im wrong. At home mines never clean so this is luxury to me.

Once im finished in the bathroom i wash my hands and face, brush my teeth and head to my own bed.

When i tell you my bed was a mess, it was filthy, there was some of mine and Beckies clothes on there all messed up. The sheets were pretty much off of the bed and the sheets covering the mattress where completely gone. Its like they disappeared into thin air. When i look around for the sheets i find them under my bed. How the hell did they get down here?

I grab them and i decide to get some new ones considering what happened last night. I peak out of my dorm room to see if anyones there and no ones here so thats good. I run down to where all the laundry is placed and i put my bedsheets in the basket. I feel bad for whoever is going to be washing them.

Once ive done that i grab some fresh bedsheets and head back upto the dorm room. When i enter i see that Beckie is still not up, so i put the bedsheets on my bed and make my bed.

I grab my phone and check for any messages when i see a message off of my mother, making my heart drop.

mum:

Your coming home for the night and then going back. We need to talk.

I dont reply i just set my phone down and i get some stuff packed.

Beckie comes out of her room finally and i glance up but not for long as i shove some clothes into a backpack. I take some makeup i had stolen from a shop a while back because i feel like im going to be coming back with a lot of bruises.

"Where you going?" The blonde girl asks me.

"Im going home for the weekend." I state not glancing up at her because im really not in the mood as that message has put me in a bad one.

She places a hand on my shoulder. "You gonna be okay?" She asks and i look up to see genuine concern in her eyes.

"Il be good." I state.

I still cant get over the fact we had sex last night. Its making me feel weird that she only wants me for sex. Whatever. I shouldnt care.

She smiles and pats my shoulder in a friendly way, i know im gonna fall for her and when she rejects me its gonna be painful. Well i may as well push those feelings aside for now and focus on my parents.

I shove everything into a bag and throw it over my shoulder.

"Call me if anything happens okay?" She asks, referring to my parents and i nod, knowing full well that i wont do what she asks.

I put the other strap on my arm and i walk out the dorm room without a second glance at Beckie since i dont really want to face her right now.

I go down to the main reception, signing my name out so i could go home. I walk out of the building to be met with my high mum. I watch as she slightly stumbles, and i mentally groan. This is going to be a long 24 hours.

She stumbles towards me. "Get in the car." Is this seriously how your treating your own daughter when youve not seen her for months? This is ruining my mood.