When you don't wanna be touched
Or you're upset or your angry
When you do wanna be around me
When you want to be left alone
It's okay
I listen
But when it's me NOT RELEASING that you want something
It's a problem
I'm the problem
Can't go a single day without messing up
I'm always making you mad or upset
And you tell that I am but when I tell you that u make me upset
Apparently I don't want you as my mum
That I should go find someone else
That I should leave
And then I have to apologize
I always have to crawl back
Why am I like this
I don't understand
You only need me when you want something and you expect me to forget and forgive you all the time but you always hold mine against me
Why am I always crying and wondering what I'm doing wrong
Why do I always have to be okay
And suck everything up
I'm a always there
ALWAYS
why can't you understand me
Very few people do and they aren't even family
Why the fuck am I always a problem
To everyone
I don't even have to do anything
And I'm always the one left feeling like shit
Why am I always causing problems
Why
I want to know why I'm ALWAYS the problem
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Poems of a Teenage Girl
PoesíaPoems from a Teenage girls mind The ones she can't talk about [cover art is not mine!]
