Fearless's Perspective
Watching her curly hair flow, looking at her smile, her eyes, makes me feel something inside, and i don't want it to ever stop.
"Hey Deb!" I greeted the girl as i entered the room but she shushed me
"Okay bye drew!" She said and hung up the phone
Right.
Drew.
"Sorry Fifi that was-"
"Drew, yeah i know its alright" i said and my mood was significantly less cheerful than before
"Whats wrong fi?" Her voice rang through the room
I turned back and i saw her doe eyes looking back at mine and i knew i wanted her. Really badly. But she wasn't mine to want.
"N-no its nothing" i brushed off but she insisted and she patted the spot on her bed for me to sit, so i did
"C'mon, tell me, you know you can!" She smiled sweetly at me, she was adorable and it made my heart break every time she talked about drew. Drew when i catch you- thats not the point. They're not even dating! Drew has a girlfriend!
"Uhm i dont know..i guess i kind of like this person and they kind of um, dont like me back" i scratched the back of my neck, hoping i was discrete enough so she wouldn't know its her but part of me wished she'd know
"Hmm..its okay fi, whoever this person is, they're missing out on alot cause you're the nicest ever, the sweetest ever and the best ever!" She hugged me from behind but i just sighed
Yeah. The best ever! I thought to myself sarcastically
I dont even have a chance with her, she isnt into girls
I get up to go but i felt something in my brain switch, i wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know.
Should i? I dont want to ruin everything. What do i do? Uhm uhm uhm... i should run this through with someone first before i do something stupid so i rushed to lover and rep's room and barged in
When i almost knocked their door down i saw them making out on rep's bed and rep hand her hands on lover's ass
I literally almost destroyed their door and they dont even notice im here so i cleared my throat
"Ahem" to get their attention and when they turn to me they immediately stop whatever they were doing
"What do you want kid" rep snarled at me but lover smacked her and fixed her hair
"Whats up fearless? You need something?" Lover said in the nicest tone ever, i always see her as a mom figure so i asked her for advice
"Uhm..i almost did something but before i did it i need to know if it would be stupid to do or not" i told her truthfully while rep was playing with lover's hair from behind
"Hm? And whats that?" Lover placed all her attention on me even though rep was desperately trying to get her attention back, softie.
"I like debut." I confessed to her and she just smiled at me
"I know honey" she was literally the most comforting person in the world now i know why rep is so clingy with her shes like if a warm hug was a person
"Uhm-yeah and i was this close to telling her but i rushed over here instead and- i-i know she likes drew but they're not even dating! He literally has a girlfriend! Its not fair!" I felt myself start to tear up, but why? It was such a stupid reason
"Baby" rep mocked me but she got scolded by lover instead
"Rep! Be nice!" She frowned at her and rep apologized IMMEDIATELY. Talk about down bad
"Look fi, its okay to get frustrated, but if its bothering you so much you should tell her, but make sure the timing is right. Thats very important" she wiped the tears off my cheeks and pat my head
"Thanks lover, i dont know what i would do without you" i gave her a big hug and left their room and back into mine
"Fi why are you crying" there she was again
"Its nothing" i smiled at her, hoping that she would drop the subject but she didn't, she just pushed anyways
"Tell me, why are you hiding stuff from me we're best friends"
"Yeah, best friends." I mumbled and looked away
"What did you-"
"I LIKE YOU" i yelled and immediately smacked my hand on my mouth and ran to lover's room crying
This time when i entered their room they were just cuddling but i was hysterically crying
"What's wrong now kid" rep said, but she was nicer, it was probably the lover effect
"I-i told her i liked her. I didn't mean t-to it just came out!" I sobbed into reputation and i could feel her awkwardly patting my head
"Did she say she didn't like you" lover asked and i shook my head
"Hey thats good then" rep jumped in
"But that because i ran out after YELLING it" i continued crying and looked up at lover
"Yeah thats not so good" lover said and gave it a thought
"Maybe you should go back in and see how she feels first before going into destruction mode, just a thought" rep said with a tiny hint of sarcasm
"But- im scared" i told her
"Aren't you supposed to be fearless" she joked and i glared at her, so did lover
"Okay, okay, overstepped, my bad" she raised up to arms in surrender and laid down to hug lover from the back
"Well, im not fearless." I said sadly and started fidgeting with my fingers
I wonder what debut was thinking after that whole situation
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Debut's Perspective
Fearless- likes me?
B-but i like drew, right? Yeah..right?
Im not into girls..i think, i always say im not
Is this gonna ruin things between me and fi? I dont want it to ruin anything
Would it be so bad to like fi? But i dont. I dont like girls, i like drew.
Drew has a girlfriend. But i still like him, i think?
What do i tell fi? That i dont like her?
I start pacing the room as i thought of something to tell fearless, we literally sleep in the same room i dont want it to be awkward
As im thinking i hear the door open slowly and my head twisted to the side and it was fearless
"Uhm..so..?" She said quietly as we made eye contact
"Fearless..im sorry but-" i started but i got interrupted
"You dont like me. I understand. I just needed you to know." She had a gentle smile on her face
"I hope this wont change anything about us, i still like drew" i told her but she tilted her head
"Debut. Drew has a girlfriend" she furrowed her brows
"Yeah..? But i still love him" it old her and she pursed her lips and nodded
"I jus- you know what, nevermind" she got into bed
"What? What were you gonna say?" I asked her
"Wow you are very adamant on getting information out of me today" she said sarcastically and i rolled my eyes
"So what were you gonna say" i asked again
"It doesnt matter debut."
