1989's Perspective
After Midnight's lash out on lover, i decided to follow her, cause she was fine before so what was wrong now?
She was still cheery and stuff..and she seemed so..i dont know..into me..? Maybe?
"Mid what happened?" I questioned her, while trying to follow her quick pace out the kitchen
"Nothing nine" she grumbled and walked away faster
"Cmon mid you can tell me any-" i tried to coax her into telling me but she just..exploded at me
"1989 STOP FOLLOWING ME GOD YOURE ANNOYING LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE."
After i heard that my face dropped.
what?
i felt my tears threatening to fall down my red cheeks
"w-what?" I tried to give her a chance to realize what she said
"You heard me LEAVE. ME. THE. FUCK. ALONE." She yelled in my face again
I turned and saw debut, fearless and poets playing poets, but due to midnights yells they had stopped to look in our direction, in shock
I didnt say anything before i ran up the stairs, crying. I thought she fucking liked me. She thought i was..annoying..? What did i even do? She was fine a moment before
i felt lied to.
was she leading me on?
I went into my walk in closet and i felt myself crumble to the ground
i- i just dont know what happened
I wanted to scream, but i couldn't get myself to even move
To be honest, being with midnights these past few days made me forget about my problems
She made me feel wanted.
now she made me feel like i was, nothing.
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Midnight's Perspective
When we were in the dining room, i got a text.
"Midnights, you have some fucking nerve"
"I saw you hanging out with a girl"
"You're gonna ruin this perfectly good girl"
"Me and your dad found your stash at your old house."
"You're a disappointment to us. And to this girl. You think she'll want you? With all your problems?"
"Fat chance."
"Goodbye Midnights."
OH MY GOD can they give me a fucking break?
They are always on my ass
I felt myself fuming, my face went black
I hate my parents. They always commented on my problems without even acknowledging that i needed help. I was a child. And they ignored me.
They would just lash out on me and yell
I replied to the text
"ok" when lover walked in and sat down and she looked pretty sad
My mood was too ruined to deal with whatever was gonna come out of her fucking mouth, but i asked anyways and she just nodded
Why the fuck isnt she talking
"Are you mute? Say something." I asked aggressively
"Midnights stop it leave her alone" rep snapped back
"Whatever" i grumbled and oushed my chair back and left
When i left the room i felt footsteps following me, i already knew who it was but i really cant deal with whatever bullshit she had to say right now
"Mid what happened?" She asked me but i felt like ripping my skin off
I felt so much rage i felt my ears go hot and everything just became a blur and before i knew it i started yelling and shouting at her
"1989 STOP FOLLOWING ME GOD YOURE ANNOYING LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE."
I yelled in her face
"W-what?" What? What the fuck does she want from me
"You heard me LEAVE. ME. THE. FUCK. ALONE." I shouted again, louder this time and she ran up the stairs
I turned to debut, fearless and poets playing uno and glared at them and they immediately turned back
I slowly stomped up the stairs and opened the room to my door
I was expecting 1989 to be there but i didnt see her
I went onto my bed and i just broke down
Im so problematic. Nobody wants me.
A few hour had past and i fell asleep but when i woke up it was time for dinner
I went down to the dining room and lover and reputation had made lasagna, i wish I could've had what they had
I went to grab my plate and took some lasagna
I scanned the room but there was one empty seat.
1989.
that didn't sit right with me, but i continued to eat anyways
"Mid? Wheres Nine?" Red asked but i just shrugged and the whole dinner went on but 1989 still wasn't down..to be honest i was abit worried
did i go too hard by yelling at her..shit..
i went upstairs to check if she was in the room but her bed was still made, it was untouched i checked the washroom either she wasn't there
Where else?...
her fucking closet.
I slowly went to open the door of her closet and peeked in and the sight before me made my heart sink into my stomach
She was curled against one of the cabinets with a oversized hoodie on and she was asleep but there were still fresh tears on her face so she only fell asleep awhile ago
How long had she been im here? They fought after lunch and it was after dinner
Was she not hungry at all? Im not even sure if she ate lunch actually
I slowly picked her up and she was surprisingly really light
I brought her to her bed and gently put her down
I sat on the side of her bed and i pushed away her hair that was stuck to her face, her eyes were swollen and her face was red, even her eyebrows were still furrowed
"im so sorry" i whispered, a tear falling down my face
"i didnt mean to yell"
