Bring back my Crush! || Seoksoo Fanfic

26 - Traitor

Kyeom pov.

I admit to being in the dark place in the past few days. But since Hoshi was with me the whole time, it was a little bearable. To be honest I was a little guilty because he had no time to be with others but he insisted that it was nothing. I have been weak and refused to admit it. I even convinced myself that if I keep myself busy it would not make me feel empty. But it has always been empty... since he left.

I keep thinking of how I could even get a hold of him. To even ask if he was okey. I even dreamt of seeing him talking to Hoshi one time but Hoshi didn't tell me anything and I know he would if it did happen so I don't think that was true. I often have bad dreams and feel like I was suffocating. I feel like our break up really did me a number. I was seriously on the edge all the time and sometimes just giving up easily.

"Hey... you're spacing out again. Do you need to go home?" Hoshi suddenly said brought me back to reality.

"Oh? Me.. sorry I was just thinking about something..." i said and he looked at me worried.

"You know I could cancel if you want right?" He said as he fixed his shirt.

"Are you kidding me?!? You prepared a lot for this... I wanna see you dance anyway. Plus it's been a while since I saw you do something you're really good at." I said to him and he smiled.

"Come on dude. don't go emotional on me now." He joked and before I could say anything Wonu sat beside me.

"So? What's up." He asked and I just smiled.

"Doing great. Hoshi's just about to go on stage. You guys are surprisingly early." I said to both of them. Gyu was with him as always. Now that I think about it those guys are already a package deal since we returned from italy... italy.. what a sad memory now...

"Dude I gotta go! Wish me luck." He said and I slapped his butt for goodluck. It's a tradition, gotta keep it alive. He always does that when I sing on stage.

"Pervert." He said a little too loud which made even Woozi laugh a little.

"He's so embarrassing." Woozi commented.

"Well you like him now anyway." I said to him and he smiled.

"Maybe" he said and we all looked at him shocked.

"Ohhhhhhhh now that is something." Gyu said as he looked at Wonu trying to get the same thing as Hoshi.

"Yeah right. You need more than that puppy eyes to convince me to like you." Wonu said and I just smiled. Seriously Wonu's just enjoying the chase this time. I know he already liked him back way way back. He's just enjoying this and torturing Gyu.

"Shhhhh it's starting." I said to both of them as I took out my phone and started recording.

*Tiger- Hoshi started to play.

"What's the title of the song?" I asked Woozi beside me.

"You'll never guess." Woozi laughed and then he started dancing and all.

"Whoooooooo let's get it!!!!" Wonu said with the most monotone tune ever. At least he tries to be supportive.

"The title's TIGER??? When is he gonna stop with this obsession." Cheol said from the back. Yup they are here too with Vernon and Seunkwan at the back of our seats. Lately I have noticed them hanging out with me too. I felt like I was never alone.