Bring back my Crush! || Seoksoo Fanfic

8 - Moments

Kyeom pov.

The night Joshua told me what happened to him was a really vulnerable thing to do. I mean we just got to know each other and I knew it was a hard thing to admit. I was pretty burdened too, I expected him to get nervous or shy around me.

But that didn't happen. He was more Joshua than I could teach him. He learned his manners and everything about his brother is less than a month. It was crazy how he even sounds like him now. Even his schedule was followed to the dot.

I then approached him in the library as he was reading a book he just grabbed.

"Dude sometimes I wonder if you're really not Joshua at this point. Even how you read a book is frighteningly the same. And looks like you're not even pretending at this point." I said to him quietly as I approached him nonchalantly.

"Didn't you say we are not to talk to each other?" He said while smirking and still looking at his book.

"Oh so sorry your royal highness.. I didn't know that talking to you would be upsetting." I said sarcastically as I offered him a little bow with my hands on my chest. He then giggled a little and gave me a light punch on my arm.

"Ow!" I said acting hurt but it didn't even hurt me in any way.

"Stop pretending to be hurt it doesn't suit you." I said and then left while getting the book behind him. He just rolled his eyes at me. Alright now I'm sure it's Joshi, Joshua would never roll his eyes.

I went and sat in my usual seat. Still glancing at Joshi. Then Hoshi tapped me in my head.

"You. I need to talk to you about something important." He suddenly said and the look on his face scared me a little.

"Is this left over pizza talk or iced coffee talk?" I asked.

"None." He said and I looked at him.

"Omg. What's up?" I asked again with a lot of concern this time.

"See I have this decision I need to make...." He started off and this feels even more concerning than Joshi pretending to be Joshua.

"What? Tell me.." I said.

"Well... I have always been somewhat... I don't know how to call this but.. ordinary?" He continued and I just looked at him waiting for him to continue.

"But if I changed this one aspect of myself... I'll be different... you might not like me... or will I even like me?" He questions himself. What is he talking about?!? It's like he's talking about some alien shiz.

"What?" I asked completely confused.

"You know what? I don't wanna talk about it now." He suddenly said and then walked out the library. I wanted to run after him and ask what's bothering him but I was stopped by a hand grabbing my arm.

"Kyeom." Joshi said.

"Uhm.. i'm kinda in the middle of something. I need to go bye." I said in a hurry.  But then I looked at his face. What's wrong with him this time.?!? What is up with the world now.

"Why do you look like that.?!?" I asked after seeing him soaking wet in the library. His face was full on drenched up to his shoulders. As if someone threw a drink at him.

"That girl threw it at me after I rejected her." He said sadly as if he was a wet deer or something.

"Oh right... I haven't taught you anything about his dating behavior. This will be hard." I said as I threw a towel at him, he didn't even thought to wipe up. This baby.

"Hard for me?" Joshi asked.

"No! For me! I was avoiding this at all possible but now it came to this. What did you say to the girl." I said trying to be strong. I purposely didn't say this to him because I don't wanna imagine my husband getting hit on but I know that this was bound to happen. I mean he gets asked out like once a week. It was even rare not for him to be asked out sooner.