It's me you're looking for

Trevor feels the absence of his dad

Marami nang nagbago sa buhay nila simula ng ipanganak si Troy at Trevor..

Pinagpatuloy naman ni bea ang pagdedesign niya ng mga damit at nagtayo nang sariling building niya doon..

Si thirdy naman ang nagpapatakbo ng company nina billie...

4 na taon na ang lumipas...

4 na taon na din si Troy at Trevor..

Bea's POV

andito ako ngayon sa office ko... nang biglang bumukas ang pinto..

"Mommmyyy!!" Sigaw ni trevor

" Oh honey!! You're here.. how's your school?" I asked

" Okay naman mommy.. Hmmm. We have a family day next week..." sabi ni trevor na biglang nalungkot

" Oh why naman sad ang baby ko?" Tanong ko at niyakap ko siya

" It's family day mom" Sabi niya

" ofcourse Mommy will go. I will cancel all my meetings just to go there. dont worry anak" Sabi ko

" I dont even have a daddy" Sabi niya

" You have me.. you have mommy, anak" I said

" Anak, dont be sad na.." dagdag na sabi ko

" Okay mom.." sagot niya

" Okay I'll call the driver na so we can go home early.." Sabi ko

napansin ko naman na malungkot pa rin siya..

Hinahanap niya ang daddy niya..

San ba ako nagkulang?

" Anak, dont be sad na.. what do you want ba anak? You want new toys? Shopping? Just tell me what do you want okay?" sabi ko

" I want daddy.. I want to see him.." Trevor said

" Trevor.. you dont need your dad.. I'm the one who's with you for almost 4 years anak.." I said

Hindi na siya nagsalita..

Umuwi kami ng maaga ni trevor ngayon.. para na rin makapag bonding kami..

Kaya naman nag lego nalang kami...

" Mom i'm tired.. I'll go upstairs" Trevor said

" Goodnight mom" Dagdag na sabi niya and he kissed me on my cheeks..

Thirdy... ikaw ang hinahanap ng anak mo... pero wala ka dito..

Alam kong kasalanan ko.. dahil ako mismo ang nagtaboy sayo palayo..

Ano bang naging pagkukulang ko sa anak natin at ikaw pa rin ang hinahanap niya?..

Bakit ba hindi kita maalis na buhay namin?...

After how many days..

Papalapit na ang family day.. pero ako lang ang pupunta...

Pinipilit pa rin ako ni trevor tungkol sa daddy niya..

Hindi niya dapat malaman na may iba nang pamilya ang daddy niya..

Ayokong masaktan ang anak ko..

Tahimik na kami sa loob ng 4 na taon at ayokong magulo yun kung sakaling magkikita ulit kami ni thirdy..

nandito ako sa office ngayon..

marami akong clients na inaasikaso..

" Maam.. Your son is calling" sabi ng secretary ko

She lend me the phone..

" Oh honey? What's wrong?" I asked

" Nothing mom. I just missed you.. Mom..." Trevor said..

Naglalambing ang anak ko..

" I miss you too Honey!!" Sagot ko

" Sorry mom If I kept on asking you about my dad.." He said

" It's okay lang anak...Sige na, you have classes pa. Don't use your phone if you have class ha? Just focus in your studies! I love you Trevor!!" Sabi ko

" I love you too mommy! Bye!" Sabi niya at binaba niya na ang phone

After how many hours...

yaya nman ni trevor Tinawagan para kamustahin kung anong ginagawa ni trevor

" Yaya, how's trevor?" Tanong ko

" Okay naman po maam. may kausap siyang lalaki kanina.. Isa sa mga guest speaker po kanina. Kamukhang kamukha niya po maam" Sabi ni yaya

" Oh bakit niya kinausap si trevor? Si trevor lang ba kinausap niya?" Tanong ko

"Nilapitan po nung guest speaker si Trevor.. Kamukhang kamukha po talaga ni trevor yung guest speaker kanina maam kaso po hindi po sila magkakulay.. parehas po yung eyes nila pati po yung nose.." Sabi ni yaya

" Hayy nako yaya. baka nagkataon lang. I'm sure gwapo yung kumausap kay Trevor kasi gwapo si trevor eh sabi mo kamukha niya! hahaha" Patawa kong sagot

" Opo maam! sige po maam.. dismiss na po nina Trevor.." Sabi ni yaya

"Sige sige. Bye" sabi ko at binaba na ang phone

Pagkauwi ng bahay..

Agad kong nakita si trevor na may ginagawa sa table..

" Oh honey!! Mom's home!!" sigaw ko

" hey mom!!! I did something for you!" Sabi niya sabay abot saakin ng drawing..

Isang bola na pang basketball..

At isang tao..

Na may nakalagay na Trevor..

Reminds me of his dad...

" Oh nice.. you want to be a basketball player?" I asked..

" Ofcourse! the guest speaker that really looks like me told me that if I want to be a basketball player... He will be my coach.." Trevor said

" And then if thats what you want... then yes! Ofcourse mom will support you... always.." Sabi ko

He hugged me..

" Thanks moommyy!! you're the best mom ever!!!" he said

" You're the best son ever. I love you baby!!" Sabi ko

" I love you too mommy!!" trevor said