I was crying for you
in the bathroom
nothing changed, my sadness
stayed the same after
all this time
I am wasting my life
I do not even want to be
alive
I go from one funeral to another
and I just wait
until it will be me
getting buried
I wash my hair
but I still see her
in the mirror
I cut my hair so short
she would not believe me
if I told her
she always wanted
to grow them out
I brush my teeth and
I think about kissing you
and fading into you
you got away while
I still cling to the
memory of you
I go to bed with no
answers, with no one
to love or hate
she is with me
she is always there.
