kindness holds so much
blood in
you always thought I was
weak and fragile
the one who dies first
but then you saw my teeth
painting red, my mouth full
of a liquid that tastes
like metal
and the flesh behind
my nails
and you got scared
it takes so much strength
to hold the anger in
to stay hopeful as your dreams
slowly die in front of your eyes
I was on my knees
begging too many times
I could never be an angel
I had to kill to keep my wings
the god had forsaken me
when I die they will remember
only my pale skin
not the rot behind it
I should thank him for not
making my skin see-through
I have to cling to living
I scream until my voice fades
I call your name like a prayer
you would never guess
the taste of my bones
they are sweet but poisonous
my heart is loving but deadly.
