Camp Check

Chapter 5

Jodys pov

      "Why cant you be with me." She said. I could hear shes upset.

      "Because I like you a lot, but if someone finds out you can go to jail." I hated having to break things off but I couldn't lose her or hurt her.

      "I dont care-" I cut her off.

      "I do care and *sniff* we just cant be together im sorry." I say between sobs. I won't be able to resist her much longer

      As if reading my mind I heard her run out of the bathroom and up the stairs. I got out of the stall and started bawling. I got dressed for church service and went to find Kenzie. After I found her we walked into the tabernacle, me and Kenzie sat in the front row.

      Abbey and her sister and a few other people started singing but after a while Abbey looked at me, I seen the tears in her eyes and she ran outside. It broke my heart. I started to run after her but kenzie(who knows everything) pulled me down. She said not to worry about it. But I couldn't. I had to go to her. I had to tell her the real reason I'm afraid to be with her. She's not going to be happy though.

      I pulled away from her and ran out the door. I looked around
and seen Abbeys truck trying to leave. So I jumped in front of her truck and she slammed on her brakes. I went to the passengers side and got in.

      "Abbey please dont leave." I said.

      "Why not you dont understand-" I cut her off again.

      "No you dont understand, in my head I'm freaking out, ok. I have no idea what to do. Im still trying to figure out why you like me." I said I'm really not that likeable, I don't think.

      "Well dont, just trust me when I say I like you." She says stubbornly.

      "You still dont get it." I say trying to think on how to tell her

      "Get what!" She says. I'll just come out with it.

      "That maybe im trying to protect you." I say, she looks at me in shock.

      "From what!" She says confused.

      "From me ok! From me." I started crying. I have to tell her now but I've already made my decision on who I want to spend forever with.

      "I cant give you what you deserve because you aren't the only one that I like, at least that's how I think I feel. I'm not good with my emotions." I say on the verge of a breakdown.