Camp Check

The 'breakup'

Jodys pov

     We went outside to the flagpole for morning prayer. I usually stand in between Abbey and Kenzie. But today I put Kenzie in between me and Abbey. Abbey looks at me funny but continues to lead in morning prayer and the pledge. Afterwards we went to breakfast. I usually walk down the road to breakfast with Abbey and Kenzie... I couldnt do that, I had to make it seem like I was mad at her. Even though she doesn't know the plan yet it's gonna make it work.

       Besides she's not a very good actor so it's better that she doesn't know. We get to breakfast, get our food and go sit down.

      "Jody, I don't know about this. She seems so upset. Maybe we need to alter the plan a little bit. I mean we have hours until class." She says. I know shes right. I seen the look on Abbeys face when she walked in. It broke my heart.

      "Alright bring her outside. Behind the cafeteria. Keep an eye for anyone else too." I say. Then I get up acting mad and storm out of the cafeteria, I'm a damn good actress. I head to the back of the cafeteria and wait for Abbey.

      She comes around after a few minutes and pulls me into a hug. I hear her sniffle and pull away from her to see her face. She's crying, and it's breaking my heart.

      "Jody, please. Whatever I did I'm sorry. Please dont be mad at me." She says crying. I pull her in for another hug and she cries on my shoulder. This is exactly the pain that I wanted to avoid. I take her chin and have her look me in the eye.
 
     "Abbey, baby calm down. I would never leave you. It just had to seem like I was mad at you. Somebody found out about us. I knew you weren't good at acting so me and Kenzie didn't think it would be a good idea to let you know until I gave you the note in class. But I saw how hurt you were and couldn't do it. I'm so sorry I put you through that pain." I said. I should have thought this out better. I pull her in for a kiss and she meets me halfway. I put all the love I feel for her into it. Wait did I just say love? I guess I do love her. I just don't know when I'm going to tell her.

      "Abbey look at me, you have to act like this never happened ok? I'm still going to act like I'm mad at you and you have to act upset as well. I don't know who the person is so I don't know what their capable of. I care about you to much to let someone ruin your life." I say. She just nods, and pulls me in for another kiss. It's the last one for a while. And she knows it, I can feel it in the kiss. We break apart and I tell her it would be better for her to leave first. She leaves after another kiss and then after a few minutes Kenzie comes around the corner. 

      "Come on we have free time. You can tell me what happened." She says. We walk to the swings and sit down. We talk about everything going on until we're being called to go to class.

      Abbey gives us our assignment as soon as we walk in the doors. After like 30 minutes i finished. I put the note on top of the assignment and gave it to her.

      After I gave her the note and sat back down, she skimmed it, and then she looked at me worried. I nodded and gave her a sad smile.

       We waited until the juniors and seniors went to do arts and crafts. I always skip it anyways. I couldnt help feeling that I was being watched. So I went to the lake and sat down waiting to see her.

       She came and sat down next to me and told me that this wouldnt be permanent. We stood up, I looked into her eyes and told her the worst thing possible.

      "I dont like you anymore." She looked so hurt, but I knew she was faking. I think.

      "What do you mean you dont like me." She was crying. It was breaking my heart.

       "I like someone else." I tried not to break down crying.

       " Jody please I can be whatever you want." She was really crying.

       "There's nothing you can do Abbey, its over." I said coldly.

         I couldn't take it anymore so I turned around and walked off. I turned my head and seen her on her knees bawling. I went to the cabins and ran down to the basement, I ran to my bunk and grabbed my phone out of my bag. I quickly texted her saying that I didnt mean any of it, and that I was sorry.