Loving my Dyrdek ❤️

Despite the smile on her face.

My death is a blessing to everyone who ever knew me. I needed to die, for me, for you, for everyone else. It was my time anyway, I wasn't needed in any case. I was always the 'dumb bitch who blew Rob and gets paid to do it'. I was always the useless irritating whore with the dumb ass laugh. It was my time. Turn my life support off if my attempt fails. Rob, I thought you loved me, you always used to say how much you loved me, but it was all a lie, just how my life is one big lie. I will never stop loving you, even though you broke my heart and smashed it and stomped on it.

Whatever, this is the end.
Chelsey Chanel Dudley.

There was my suicide note, I didn't need to explain myself to anyone. Rob was making out with Sage, a girl who I thought I could trust, but I couldn't because I.. I caught them! I thought he said he loved me. My life had been a big lie.

I slowly picked up the gun and moved away from the note so my blood wouldn't cover the writing. I held the gun at my head and I pulled the trigger.

BANG!

* Robs POV *

I woke up and I turned around and looked at Chanel. She had tears running down her closed eyes and she was shaking like mad, before she came to a sudden stop, then she started screaming. I quickly shook her awake and she looked at me and she quickly crawled into my arms and cried and shivered. I noticed how fragile she actually was and I waited for her to calm down before asking her what was up.

"What's up love?" I asked once she finally calmed down.

"No, don't worry babe, it's just a bad dream.. I'm ok.." She said, shivering in my chest as she clenched her eyes shut.

I looked at the time and saw it was 10:30, so Chanel got up and took a shower before me, then after we were both ready, went went to spend our last day on the island together. Just the two of us.

-2 hours later-

I took an unexpected picture of Chanel because those were always the cutest. It wasn't bad, she never looked bad in my eyes.

"Despite the little smile on Channie's face, she's a bit sad that today is our last day in paradise. This was one of the best vacations ever and the best part about it was that I could spend it with my best friends and my girlfriend ❤️ On the bright side, her arm wasn't broken! So she got her cast removed. See you soon, Caribbean Island, thanks for the memories 🌴"

A few minutes later I got a notification from my darling angel Chanel.

"How come I never notice you taking photos of me you asshole! 😂 Thanks for the best vacation ever baba! 💗"

She punched my arm and laughed at me before jumping on my back. I started spinning around which resulted in the both of us getting dizzy.

I put her down and looked into her eyes and smiled at her.

"Chanel I have something important to ask you.." I asked, and her eyes widened.

Chanel's POV

"Chanel I have something important to ask you.." Rob said and so many thoughts ran through my head.

What did he want to ask me? Was he about to propose? I wasn't ready to be a wife! Was he going to break up with me? I didn't want him to! So many possibilities and I was kind of pissing my pants as I slowly nodded my head.

"Do you mind performing tonight during dinner?" He asked. I sigh in relief and I quickly nod my head and he smiled at me.

"And I hope you don't mind.. Before the ship leaves we've got a photoshoot, for tumblr, we've been voted for the next tumblr couple!" He explained and I nodded.

"So, what time is the shoot?" I asked, looking at my watch.

"I mean.. Woah! Tumblr Couple? That's great babe!" I said, realizing that I sounded selfish at first. I hugged him and he spun me around.

"They've been doing it secretly until now, when we get on the ship, they are taking photos tonight and tomorrow." He explained and I smiled.

What's weird is that, a few months back, I thought I'd never have a chance with Rob Dyrdek, and now a few months later we were voted the next Tumblr Couple! It's crazy! I loved him so much it was crazy!

"Wait. They've been taking, secret photos.. Of us?" I asked as I snapped back into reality as we made our way back to the ship.

"Yeah but only when we doing cute things together.." He said, holding my waist.

"Oh thank god.." I said, and I carried on walking to the ship.

-

I looked through my phone and I found an amazing photo of me and Rob kissing at the beach and I thought I should post it on Instagram, because since we publicly announced our relationship, I hadn't been showing that I was dating him.

"My boo boo ❤️ Thank you for the most unforgettable birthday vacation ever! And I couldn't ask for a better boy than you. Thank you for being all mine, and for turning down the other girls who tried to flirt with my property during this vacation ☀️ I love you endlessly baba 💗 Xoxo Coco 😘"

I posted the picture and then I put my phone on the charger. I threw myself on the bed, Rob came out the bathroom and joined me on the bed, resting his head on my tummy. Rob handed me the 365 reasons book and I smiled, opening it to page 2 and reading it out loud.

"Reason 2 of 365 - you make me forget about skateboarding.. ❤️"

I closed the book and smiled at Rob, who was typing away on Instagram.

I gave him a kiss on his cheek and then I checked my phone.

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