"Best frienddddd! ❤️ Just landed in NYC 🌆 Just 1460.968 hours until I see you again! Missing you already! 💔" I texted to Lola, and then I put my phone away because we were going to be filming soon.
Rob stood in his normal place, and I sat with Milan on the empty couch, because Sterling wasn't going to make this episode.
"And we're on in 5,4,3..." Said the Camera Man.
"Welcome to Ridiculousness, I am Rob Dyrdek, with me today, I have my beautiful wife, Chanel West Coast! And we have the most special guest ever! Our daughter, Milan-Maria Lonadia Dyrdek!" He said, and I smiled at him.
"Chanel, before we get into anything on the show, can you explain the feeling of being pregnant, and how Milan's name was thought of? Can you explain the whole journey to motherhood.." Rob said and I nodded.
"Well as you all may know, I found out I was pregnant with Robs baby before we were married. I was 4 months pregnant when we actually got married. As for the feeling of being pregnant, you don't feel any different.. You just kind of, feel bigger I guess.. But I did feel her move around a lot and she would always kick me.. It was crazy but such an amazing journey. When I was 9 months and about to give birth, I had really bad contractions that felt like a worser version of period pains. And then in a matter of 45 minutes, Milan was born.." I explained, and the crowd applauded and Rob smiled at me.
"And how did we come up with the name?" He asked.
"Well when we were on our honeymoon, you suggested Milan, but I liked Maria. So we decided on Milan-Maria, similar to Valeria-Venice, Lola's baby. And then we needed a middle name and you let me pick, so I decided to mash Nadia and Lola's named together and I came out with Lonadia.." I said and I smiled, holding Milan in my arms.
The rest of the show carried on as usual, but I wasn't really paying attention because I really missed Ohio. I couldn't deal with the amount of stress that I was carrying on my shoulders. Taking care of a baby and working at the same time.. It was just way too much.
"At the end of every show, we like to take 2 random words and look them up, and then let Chanel guess what the video might be about.. So today's words are Lip Soda.." Rob said, and looked at me waiting for an answer.
"Maybe it's a lipgloss flavoured soda?" I suggested, and was wrong again. Rob showed the video, which I wasn't interested in at all.
"That's it for Ridiculousness, Thank you Chanel and Milan, we'll see you next time!" Rob said, and the cameras stopped rolling, and he came running to me.
"What's wrong baby? You weren't your usual self today?" He asked, sitting next to me and holding my hand tightly.
"Nothing.. I just really miss Ohio." I said, and I got up and walked away.
I pulled my phone out of my pocket and I read the text that Lola sent to me.
'That's fantastic ❤️ But I've got some bad news 😖 I noticed that Valeria started pointing, it started off when she was pointing at random things, but we brushed it off because we thought it was normal as a baby. But then she started pointing in strange places like when we went to visit Charmaines grave, she pointed to random places. Then we started noticing her eyes moving around as if she was dizzy, so we took her to a doctor and he said there is absolutely nothing wrong with her. 2 nights after that, Valeria was lying in her crib and Adam was sitting in her room. I heard strange noises in the baby monitor and then Adam screamed my name and I rushed into the room. I was traumatised to see that my 5 months old baby had -"
Before I could finish reading Lola's text, Rob snatched my phone out of my hand.
"Rob!" I yelled.
