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The baby was born at midnight. And Lakshmi got discharged after 3 - 4 days.

After few days.

She was resting in the room on the khatiya and baby also laying beside her.

And Varun laying on bed with lalla.
When lalla saw the baby he thought he is a doll, so was going to pick him but Lakshmi stopped him . And told him that he is small real baby .

" Mummy ye chota kyu hai itna ? Lagta hai jhuth bolta tha ye or koi iske upar se chala gya . Pagal sa toh hai hi ye."

He said as he thought that someone walk over him that's why his height is small.

But Lakshmi shows her eyes to him and said .

" Mummy baat nhi karegi lalla, tameez se bola kro . Koi kya bolega kiska ganda bachha hai ye "

Mai maroonga usse bhi jo meri mummy ko bolega .
Mai toh acha bacha ho . Woh pagal hoga .

He said and show some karate move which he learnt from movies.

Haan thik hai . Suno, isse bulalo or sula do.

She said and Varun called him .

Lalla ab mai chappal mar dunga . Fir bhaag gya tu . So chal aake.

He said.

Nhi papa mummy ke paas sounga.

Lalla said .

Lalla. Chalo bed par mummy ko Aram
Karne do.

Varun said and lalla started crying , rolling on floor.
Seeing this drama Lakshmi said .

Rehne do ji . Babu ko le lo aap .
Aaja mummy ka Bacha . Chota sa lalla hai mummy ka

And lalla jump toward her but Varun smack his head.

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After 1 month

When Lakshmi was peeling the peas . watching tv. baby cried but she didn't hear that so her mother in law go to their room and pick him.

She came back to the living room.

" Sunai nhi deta kaan bech ayi hai apne Goan me , bachaa ro rha hai . Kitni der se . Madam tv dekh rhi hai Aram se . Itna hi tha toh baccha kyu kiya . "

Her mil roared but this time Lakshmi feels so hurt . Her heart was stop pumping as if. She start crying and say.

Mummy ji , mujhe pta nhi tha ye ro rha hai aur bacha mene aleka nhi kiya Apka bete ka bhi hai.

Toh woh kya nithalo ki tarah aakar Beth jaiye teri tarah . Fir dekhenge kon palega tujhe .
Jab se ayi hai , tabse kiya kya hai ?.
Bta 2 paise layi hai Ghar me kama ke kabhi . Nikle gi bahar tab na pta chalega.

Her mil said.

Apke ghar ko bhi to sambhala hai hamesha. Kabhi kisi kaam ki mana ki ho toh bataye. Ek naukrani ki tarah kaam kiya hai mene wo bhi bina pagaar ke .

Lakshmi said , wiping her tears

Toh ... Ab wo bhi nhi karna kya? Kya chahti hai . Bas bethe bethe sab mil jaye ? Nhi mil payega .smjhi .

Her mil said .

Mummy ji aap bhot lucky thi , apke papa ne apko padhaya , naukri karne di . Mere maa baap ne nhi karne diya .toh isme meri kya galati hai .

Lakshmi said.

Aree galati toh mujhse hogyi , jo tujh jaisi se shadi kardi .
Dikha diya apna roop tune kuch saalo me ? Besharam .

Her mil said .

Apki beti ne mujhe thappad mara , wo bhi meri galati , mujhe sab yaha ignore karte , nafarat karte hai .ye bhi meri galati hai .
Apki khud ki beti ke sath kuch aisa hota aap sehti ?.

Lakshmi said .

Toh meri beti kam se kam kama ke de rhi hai . Apne hak ka lad legi . Teri tarah gawaar nhi hai .

Her mil said.

Aap mujhe gawaar bol rhi hai . Kyu ?
Mai Goan se hi isliye ?
Toh kyu ki Goan me shadi fir . Mera baap toh tha hi pagal , paise dekhke shadi kardi . Ghar Wale nhi dekhe .

Lakshmi said.

Lakshmi. Mai thappad maar dungi . Muh band rhk apna.
Mere se behaas kar rhi hai . Sharam nhi aa rhi .

Her mother in law said and pushed her.

Maar di jiye mummy ji . Ma'am mana hai mene pit bhi lungi toh bhi dikkat nhi hogi mujhe .Mummy ji apko mene maa mana humesha, toh kya aap mujhe beti nhi Maan sakti . Beti nhi maane kam se kam isaan maan lo.
Jab aap maa bni hongi , sab apke sath honge . Pyaar karte honge. Apki saas bhi apse pyaar karti hongi.
Fir mere sath aisa kyu mummy ji . Mai pagal hoti ja rhi ho . Pagal .

saying this she took the baby from mil and ran back to her room . This all happened because she was facing
Postpartum depression .

but no-one here understand this . They think she is out sider. This change is not sudden but from 1 week she was continuously fighting with Varun only silly matter. She is struggling . more pressure is finishing her . She was about to took her life but her children face come infront of her.

Now she has decided, if it about whoever is earning, is the king . Then she will earn also .

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