Right But Wrong

Little minds and teddy bears

A/N: technically this book is on a temporary hold but I'll be posting some chapters here and there cause I do love this project

Avery:

Leave before i do something we'll both regret. Because i crave you just as much as the next man. Because she's my sister. The words my brothers kept saying played continously in my mind, and the only thing i could think was what the fuck had i gotten myself into. Truthfully i didn't know a true answer to that question, every time it seemed that i did another shocking thing happened. I didn't know how to handle any of it. Why did my brothers act this way? Why did i think the way i did? I couldn't answer either of those questions either. All i knew was a part of me was very messed up and i didn't know how dominant that part of me was.

Deciding to try and not dwell on anything i decided to go and take a shower, something I knew I could rely on and would always stay the same. Having walked into the bathroom and realising that my towels were in the washer, I decided to go and find a replacement. Walking to the wash room, I searched through the cupboards, my attention being completely on finding myself a towel so I could finally relax. Suddenly I heard a loud crash behind me. Who was there? Had someone snuck in? Or worst, was it one of my brothers?

"Sorry kid" hearing my father's voice I let go of a breath I didn't realise I was holding and turned to face him. Maybe I shouldn't have been relieved so quickly though because the sight in front of me instantly took my breath again. Leant forward slightly his elbows rested softly on the counter in front of him, a towel hanging loosely off his hips. My eyes instantly traveled along the sight in front of me, perfectly curated abs, water dripping from his hair and off his body, veiny arms that looked like they had been lifting weights for days and two peircing eyes staring right into my soul.

It felt as if time had stopped, unspoken words being communicated between us. The tension was as thick as bark from trees, my breath seemed non-existent and the thoughts that traveled through my head were ones i knew could never be spoken out loud. What would his hands feel like if they were in my hair or some place else? What was underneath the towel that barely held properly against his hips? Stepping closer to me, a darkened expression stayed on his face. "What are you doing kid?" What was i doing? A good question that was. Reaching up he stared down at me, the air getting even thicker. Was he going to do what i thought he was?

Clearly not. Instead he passed me a towel making me arise back to my senses i looked away in embarrasment as he cleared his throat, clearly having come back to reality too. "Uh i was gonna prepare some fresh fruit for breakfast would you like some?" Instead of risking saying anything stupid i simply nodded. Finally leaving the room he allowed me to breathe again. God i needed to get my mind straight, because clearly it was anything but.

Finally going to do what i originally was i went back to my bathroom and ran the water to the highest temperature possible, needing to scrub off all the disturbingly sick parts of me. I practically lathered my body in soap and boiling water, not caring how much it was scarring my skin. When i finally felt that i was back to the normal me, i stepped out of the shower, wrapping the cozy blanket around my body before splashing my face with cold water and exiting the room.

Walking over to my closet, i grabbed a white skirt, pink crop top, white thigh highs and a grey cardigan with bows on it. Being happy with my outfit and having put my hair into pigtails, i built up enough courage to go down to the others. My hope was to sneak into the kitchen, sit in the most quiet spot and be as invisible as possible but my gut feeling seemed to tell me that my hopes wouldn't happen.

As soon as I entered the kitchen that feeling was proven right, shown by how the only seat left was between Zake and Cameron. "Fuck" I mumbled under my breath, but clearly it wasn't as quiet as I thought it was as everyone looked up as soon as I did so. Feeling all eyes on me I tilted my head down so I couldn't see anyone and focused on the steps I was taking instead, going over to the chair I had every urge tell me to not sit at.